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Today kermie came over and hung out from 10:30AM to 4:00PM Man its really going to suck when my father and I bring him back on tuesday.


I've lately had to work on making the hardest decision of my life (thus far). I'm debating colleges, weather to go to the four year college Kermit is going to currently and be with him away from home for three years and one year alone or to go to a two year college at home first which (for a family living off a teachers salery is a much better idea concitering that I could afford the cost of that if i got a part time job (which I'm going to do this summer anyways)) either way i would be at the college alone a year but that doesn't frighten me at all. I can survive on my own which, comming from a teenager sounds cocky however having older parents without any other siblings can motivate one to become self more sufficent or at least know the basics of how to deal with the basic necessitys, plus I don't want to have to ever soley depend on the charity of someone else other then my biological parents without a contribution of my own. If i go to the four year school first I would be put into a situation where I would have to put a major financial streighn on everyone around me and I don't want to do that but i don't want the distance between kermie and I to put a damper on our relationship...so I'm having a major delema with this whole stuff. oh well TTFN.

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