Oct 24, 06
Frick!
What a day. So I came to school knowing somethin' was going to go wrong. I had a dream about it. I could feel it. I had plans to go out with Rodney after my third block. Go to edmonton hang out, grab something to eat. He texts me during third saying that his flight just got moved and he'd be in edmonton around 8:30. GAY! Mom and Dad wanted me back before 8. So that's not going to go as planned. I can't see him tomorrow because I have to work after school. I came to school in hopes of talking with Talon today. Never saw him anywhere. Wasn't sure if he was in the Mechanics lab or what. I ran into Mr.S and asked him if Talon was in the shop. He said he wasn't here at all today. I was like.. Oh alright. Cool. I really wanted to see him! >_< This was all at lunch time. Me and Danica go and sit out in the lounge and eat our lunches. Dallin comes along. I reach out and take old of his sweater. Bringing him closer I'm say,
"Talon's not here todaaaaay! I wanna seee him." Dallin looks down at me and says "Yeah I was talking with him last night and he said that he doesn't want the lable for you and him to be dating because he doesn't know you that well."
"Well why doesn't he tell me this instead of you?"
"Because he doesn't want to hurt you."
"Oh."
"I have a Quest! I must go." Dallin turns to leave, walking off.
About my dream last night. I dreamed that Talon was talking with Kelsey and saying that he didn't think things were right and he never wanted to date me. I was like.. No. Don't tell me these things Kelsey! 'cause she came and told me. He said alot of things but it was all so fast and I couldn't catch it all. I know that by the feeling of the dream none of it was positive. I woke up feeling like s**t. So yah. Oh. Just like.. 5 minutes ago, I got my phone taken away from me. I was texting Rodney and the teacher saw. He's like.. "JACKED!" Well.. not exactly but whatevv.
Talon. I like the guy, yes. But I don't want him to lead me on. 'cause in the end I'm just going to get even more hurt. Do I bring it up or should I let him? I'm not sure. He's a real sweet guy. He's all big and friggin sexy. He's not the most drop-dead- stare-until-your-eyes-fall-out but he's smart. And he's down to earth. He knows what he's talking about. Most the time.
<_<
>_> I don't want it to bug me. So I won't let it. I mean.. yah. If he doesn't tell me then I'll just fall for him even more and when he does decide to tell me I'll be hurt so bad he'll have no choice but to feel bad and nurse me back to happiness.
I don't want him dating me for the wrong reasons. LIKE: We'll just try it. I don't really like you now, but maybe I'll like you later. Frick that's mean.
Well, in my conclusion I don't really need a boyfriend, do I? AAAND Kellie makes me happy. So does Danica. So meeeh.
See you later.
>>.K.M.<<
Frick!
What a day. So I came to school knowing somethin' was going to go wrong. I had a dream about it. I could feel it. I had plans to go out with Rodney after my third block. Go to edmonton hang out, grab something to eat. He texts me during third saying that his flight just got moved and he'd be in edmonton around 8:30. GAY! Mom and Dad wanted me back before 8. So that's not going to go as planned. I can't see him tomorrow because I have to work after school. I came to school in hopes of talking with Talon today. Never saw him anywhere. Wasn't sure if he was in the Mechanics lab or what. I ran into Mr.S and asked him if Talon was in the shop. He said he wasn't here at all today. I was like.. Oh alright. Cool. I really wanted to see him! >_< This was all at lunch time. Me and Danica go and sit out in the lounge and eat our lunches. Dallin comes along. I reach out and take old of his sweater. Bringing him closer I'm say,
"Talon's not here todaaaaay! I wanna seee him." Dallin looks down at me and says "Yeah I was talking with him last night and he said that he doesn't want the lable for you and him to be dating because he doesn't know you that well."
"Well why doesn't he tell me this instead of you?"
"Because he doesn't want to hurt you."
"Oh."
"I have a Quest! I must go." Dallin turns to leave, walking off.
About my dream last night. I dreamed that Talon was talking with Kelsey and saying that he didn't think things were right and he never wanted to date me. I was like.. No. Don't tell me these things Kelsey! 'cause she came and told me. He said alot of things but it was all so fast and I couldn't catch it all. I know that by the feeling of the dream none of it was positive. I woke up feeling like s**t. So yah. Oh. Just like.. 5 minutes ago, I got my phone taken away from me. I was texting Rodney and the teacher saw. He's like.. "JACKED!" Well.. not exactly but whatevv.
Talon. I like the guy, yes. But I don't want him to lead me on. 'cause in the end I'm just going to get even more hurt. Do I bring it up or should I let him? I'm not sure. He's a real sweet guy. He's all big and friggin sexy. He's not the most drop-dead- stare-until-your-eyes-fall-out but he's smart. And he's down to earth. He knows what he's talking about. Most the time.
<_<
>_> I don't want it to bug me. So I won't let it. I mean.. yah. If he doesn't tell me then I'll just fall for him even more and when he does decide to tell me I'll be hurt so bad he'll have no choice but to feel bad and nurse me back to happiness.
I don't want him dating me for the wrong reasons. LIKE: We'll just try it. I don't really like you now, but maybe I'll like you later. Frick that's mean.
Well, in my conclusion I don't really need a boyfriend, do I? AAAND Kellie makes me happy. So does Danica. So meeeh.
See you later.
>>.K.M.<<
Community Member
Laterz