well my sleeping habits are still stuck in school mode i guess. i have been becoming very tired at an early time everyday for some reason, by 7:57 i was fast asleep for the night and sure enough up i am at this time of the morning with a complete inability to continue to sleep.
i had another dream where i am the only person in the world who speaks and no one understands me and yet just by looking at each other for a second everyone else can communicate. if there is any power i should work on i guess that one should be it since the powers are telling me it constantly in my dreams either that or my proper communication pet peeve is coming out in my dreams now though i have been having minimal issues with it in real life.
my eye sight is growing worse now i can see things clearly but now it requires effort and i still mistake things occasionally which of course has always been a problem with me as long as i can remember.
food just doesn't look apealing anymore these days. my mother insists that my lack of eating and my increase in sleep is depression but it's really more that we do not have the proper food to keep me going all day long. this is do to the fact that apple juice, granola bars, and beef jerky are apparently way too much for my mother to remember what with her need to buy overly expensive items such as carb cookies/snackbars, cranberrie juice (which makes me ill), lean pockets, steak, and ofcourse half a gallon of cheese no one else is allowed to eat. *sigh* but these things can not be helped and i just find myself drifting off a little more each day.
the cold season should be starting soon though one can feel it ripe in the air already. i love the cold and matt promises that with my changes it should be even better then usual. i hope so but i really do feel that if i do not start training soon (somthing matt still BSs or says he will not do until he gets a sign) i will face the reprecutions of my actions in good time indeed.
on a happier note i got a new book to read. it's called I Claudius and though it may appear a bit tedious in the first few pages it does seem to becoming very interesting though i do think that i will becareful not to switch from lightly written books (such as Slaughterhouse Five) to heavier books such as it's self next time.
Sophie's World should be coming in sometime soon though there is at this point no way of knowing when. i have been assured that it is worth wait and that one of the bettter highschools has actually been using it for their classes to much rejoice from the students. i shall wait well for it but read continously until then.
my computer club teacher doesn't seem to want us to get the work done nor wish for us to be in his room except on the bimonthly meetings in which we get very little accomplished. so it be.
i wish to watch television (namely the Science channel which i am quite taken to) but alas my sister is asleep so i much reframe from doing so.
i can not think of anything else for myself to type so until i can think of something else that i'd like to record i shall roam the boards or prehaps find myself asleep again.
ja ne.
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