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i never thought it would be two years without her my bestfreind and g/f of five years, who died in a carcrash on dec. 16 04. i dont really know how to handle it. its sooo hard i mean i grew up with this girl. Last night i had the same dream i didnt know what to think of it i was in my room with my g/f and it was really late and i heard someone at the door so i got up andf anwered the door and no one was there i went back to my room to lay down and dani wasn't there crying crying crying I got really scared!!!!! So i was running around the house looking for her and i found her laying in my moms room. Then she said she wasnt comfortable laying in my room.....SOMETHING WASN'T RIGHT....I went back in my room and when i turned to get out my girlfreind who had died in the car crash was in my dooor way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Some one help me