hey um yea as you can tell i've been feeling like....well s**t and its not cool i hate it.The last time i wrote i told you about my "bofriend" well its getting to me again last night i was drawling and watching some show i like never watch, i look up and for like three seconds the guy looks just like my "boyfirend" and i start balwling. I hate missing him now every little thing that reminds me of him makes me choke up. The new song i put in my profile is his song to me and that made me sad when i found it and this morning i saw a gray beenie and felt like i was gonna cry! I miss him so much its almost chirstmas and i wont even be able to tell him merry christmas! T _ T its retarded!!! well i dunno enough pity for me hope my emoness didn't bore you now for a poem (yay! more emoness!!)
the warmth of your smile
and the kisses you give
since i moved away
so did the will to live
being wraped in your arms
the protection i felt
your soft hazel eyes
just make me melt
wanting your love
needing your touch
forever and always
i miss you so much
its killing me
deep inside
in the place where i
would always reside
my darkened corner
feeled with tears
i held them to long
over all these years
the scars you left
when you leave me
there still there
to remind me
it hurts to much
to run and hide
so let me always
say at your side...
please comment...
 stonefire101 · Fri Dec 22, 2006 @ 07:27pm · 2 Comments |
