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Stupid-no-Jutsu : The art of being stupid.
Finally released in a totally unabridged format.
Gone.


Well, my saddness is another's happiness right about now. Raymond left about 22 minutes ago. I cried so much before he left, and now I can't cry anymore. Its too early in the morning to cry. I bet some people are just jumping for joy right now. Goddamn, I hate that so ******** much. I can't help it.

I can't help how I feel period.

So within a period of 125 days Raymond will be gone. We're still together for the most part...or at least I really hope so.

I'm now well right now. Its just that...its lonely...its going to be lonely for a long time. Its like he broke up with me and magically disappeared. Over 1,000 miles away, which is double the amount of before.

I need to go to bed soon...but I can't go in there...its...not time...I might sleep on the floor, but I might cry.

I'm sorry for posting this crap. Its going into a private journal soon.




PostPosted by: ShaIIow Fri Feb 11, 2005 @ 12:11pm



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commentCommented on: Fri Feb 11, 2005 @ 07:42pm
*hugs* Your pain would never make me happy. sad I pray that things will be ok. *hugs again.*


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