No one wants me anymore and I can’t blame them I’m the most disquisting creature alive I should have known that I wouldn’t be his focus forever that’s why I never got scared and locked him because I liked being wanted and now he doesn’t want me so I have no reason to live. I knew that I was ugly but everyone lied and told me I wasn’t now I know better now I know that I will never be wanted r needed by anyone so I don’t see a point in living. I can’t even look at myself in the miror without wanting to die because I am so ugly and stupid and worthless. I don’t’ feel like I’m worth anything everything that made me feel remotly pretty is gone now because he’s found someone better to look at just like I feared he would. Every other gil is better looking then me, nicer than me, just all around better than me and I can’t live like this. Why was I born like this? Why was I born looking like a freak? Why is everyone better than me why do I ruin everything? Someone please kill me please…I have nothing going for me iwas stupid to think that anyone coud ever want me. My heroes wopu;d be so ashamed of the way I look I have dissapointed everything I BELIVE IN FOR BEING THIS GODDAMN UGLY! I have lost any feeling I once had about being loved or wanted or pretty now I know that all those feelings were lies and that I a nothing I am a hrrid monster thatwasonly put on earth to be made fun of and mocked and used as a joke fr other people to keep them entertained. I can’t live knowing that I m the ugliest person n the world and nothing will ever make me doubt that I I will never be happy knowing that I am not wanted. It’s too much to handle knowing that I have to bea b***h in order to be able to keep anyguy interested on me and that I have to scare off any other girl away from him because they’re al better than me that’s why I can’t hav friends thatare girls because they are all better and prettier than me and so I grow to hat them for I I hav never been pretty nor will I ever be so why not just end it all now? I’m so ugly I hate myself for being like this. If there is a god I am the joke he played on the world he put e here o be laughed at and tourmented by my insaity and my hideous apparence he put me her for his own sick ammusment that’s the only way I can explain how ugly I am
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