I feel really pissed of right now. For the people that are in my choir class, we all know about the trip to Disneyland. Pathetically, I can't go. My mom said no without giving a god damn explanation, as expected, as always. But for the first time, I actually thought she would let me go. The real reason I want to go is because I've never been there. My parents never took me there which is pretty pathetic. And the sad thing is, I don't have a say in anything, and she even told it to my face. "You don't have a say in anything until you're 18." What the ********. Can't wait until I get a job at 16 because I don't expect people to hire at 14. That way, atleast I won't have to depend on my mom for anything (like I ever do). I know the way I'm talking makes me sound like some spoiled b***h and that people in other places have it harder because I know that already. They have it harder, but it doesn't mean that the rest of us aren't struggling. Not to brag, but I have straight A's in school and still, I don't get any special priviledges apart from my older brothers.
*sigh* Well, glad I got that out of my system (not entirely, but it'll do) *returns to listening to hardcore*
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