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People take normal forgranted dang it. I would do just about anything for things to be 'normal' again.

my normal problems:
I really need to wash my car. All the salt they put on the road has really made it dirty. I could barely see out the window.

And I need to take Nik to wal-mart cause I told her too. We really need to though cause we ran out of contact stuff.

My mom is really sick. I hope I don't get sick. But at the same time I do.

my not normal problems:
I wish I wasn't so sad all the time. I try not to be and it works alot, but sometimes it just gets so bad that I can't stop it.

I'm trying to get used to the idea that the most important thing to me is going to be gone for a long long time. And I can't. I'll never get used to it no matter how hard I try.




I get mad sometimes because no one really even cares. I try to tell myself it's because they don't know, but I'm wrong. Even those who do know don't care. I've never talked to anyone that didn't change the subject or just look at me like I'm crazy when I metion it. But I'm going to keep on metioning it cause it does matter to me.