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Have you even known what it feels like to be a nobody?
It is extremely painful, feeling like there isn't anyone in the world who cares about you, let alone knows you exist. When you are a nobody, you seem to disappear, become unknown, become non-existant. You can stand there all day, or talk to a "friend", but not a single person will acknowledge you. You can feel blue or down, happy or depressed, but no one will care, no one will know. You can be sick and sit there and cough, trying your best to breath, short rapid breaths the only things coming. No one will even glance at you, they wouldn't care, they wouldn't know...it's just a nobody, a person of no importance. You could die, a slow, painful death, in front of others, but they wouldn't care, they wouldn't lift a finger to help. Because you're just a nobody, a no one. The only way being a nobody, a no one, a nothing can get is when your own family ignores your existance. Worse than the others, ignoring you, abandoning you, leaving you to fend for yourself. Yeah, that's the life of a nobody, and I should know it well. That's the life I live...even though there's no point to living at all.