OK...you know what, I'm starting to get really pissed off with my parents. They signed me up for this stupid SAT class that is every Monday and Thursday from 6-8, but its in a High School that I don't know and with people I don't know. I don't feel like its helping me. I didn't go this evening because my knee is hurting to bad to drive, and I have a crap load of homework. I personaly don't think this class is helping at all, but I go because my parents b***h at me about not going. My dad came home and started bitching at me because I didn't go this evening. Well, I have only missed 2 night, well 3 now, and WOW!! its not going to be a big deal. He was like "We pay so much money for you to go to this class that you have to make it a point to go every night." Well you want to know something dad? I don't want to fail any of my classes just because your making me go to this stupid class. I personaly care about regular school then this evening class. You and mom are the ones who signed me up for this damn class without asking me if I would like to go. So it's your fault that your paying so much money and I haven't gone 3 times so far. Yes, I do realize that the SAT's are next Saturday, but I feel like I'm ready. This is why you take them many times.
Anyways...I haven't gotten everything off my chest but that was almost everything. School was soo long today. When 3rd bell came around I was like...ok don't feel well, can I go home? Is the day over yet? Well...no, I still have 2 more bells. Damnit! 3rd bell is English. I hate english. I speak english so why do I need to take english class? Well, our classroom has no air-conditioner and keeping the door open doesn't help one bit, and it gets hot really really fast in there. Well today it had to be extremely hot! My face was bright red, I felt like I was going to pass out. The whole class, including the teacher, left the room and went into the hall way 15 mins. before the beel rang because it was getting too hot to even be in the room. I was like....I need water now!!
I had to leave at 2:30 because I had physical therapy at 3. Well that meant that I had to leave an hour early from Math. Well, not such a good idea because I kind of need to know what I have to know for this test tomorrow. So, I don't know if I will do well on this test or not. I hope I do well, but with Math and missing more then an hour of the class doesn't really help. Thank you mother for scheduling PT at 3 so that I can miss Math. Thank you very much!
OK...seriously mom and dad...lay off the 20 questions. Mom asked me why I wasn't going to help out with festival tomorrow and well I don't want to stay after for a few hours on a Friday, just to help out with Festival. Sorry...but I don't want to...back off. It doesn't help my grade and I want to spend as little time at school as I can. Thank you.
As you can tell, I am getting so fed up with my parents right now it's not even funny. And they want to know why I don't want to go to college some where close to home. I hate it here. There is nothing to do here, and I feel like my friends and I are drifting apart, but it seems like things are getting a little better. It sucks. I haven't talked to my boyfriend in awhile and I haven't gotten a lot of sleep in the past week. My grandmother comes Wednesday and I don't want her too. Life right now is soo ******** up it's not even funny. Sorry mom and dad, but I am not going to college within 2 hours of home. I want to get away!!! I want to be with my boyfriend. I never want to leave him!! GRRRR....life sucks a**. I need to talk to you David!!!
I love you. All of my friends who read this and you David!!!!
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