I Try To Find Myself.
I Remember What I Left.
I Wish I Would Have Stayed.
Cuz I Would Have Never Had To Pay.
I Wish I Could Have Tooken Away Everything I Said.
Just To Be Her Friend Once More.
And I Don`t Mind When I Cry Myself To Sleep.
I Don`t Mind When I Cut So Deep Into Myself,
That I Don`t Hear My Mom Calling.
I Don`t Mind When People Say I Am A Loser.
Because I Am.
And Then To Know That I Really Have Said Things I Never Should Have..
Makes Me Sadder And I Think..
What If I Was To Stay Would We Still Would Have Been Friends?
Would I Still Feel So Alone?
I Remember What I Left.
I Wish I Would Have Stayed.
Cuz I Would Have Never Had To Pay.
I Wish I Could Have Tooken Away Everything I Said.
Just To Be Her Friend Once More.
And I Don`t Mind When I Cry Myself To Sleep.
I Don`t Mind When I Cut So Deep Into Myself,
That I Don`t Hear My Mom Calling.
I Don`t Mind When People Say I Am A Loser.
Because I Am.
And Then To Know That I Really Have Said Things I Never Should Have..
Makes Me Sadder And I Think..
What If I Was To Stay Would We Still Would Have Been Friends?
Would I Still Feel So Alone?
