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So I woke up at 7 instead of 6 this morning and started
studying a bit, i realized that this math hokus pokus wasnt
as bad as i thought...but still i continued to study

i even went to school early - 4 hours of studying total

at this point i didnt feel like i was gonna fail, so i went
to the cafe and bought a red bull and gulped it down
before class

i was sitting waiting for the professor to come
and give us the test but i could barely sit still

it felt like my mind was racing and my eyes
were trying to focus on everything..

it was nutz, idk what was going on
but i realized this was far from normal for me

finally the professor came with the test
and handed it to me so i could take it
in the testing center...i nearly bolted out of the doors
and started my test...it all seemed to go pretty quickly
even though i had the test in my hand i seemed really
eager still, so i zoomed through the first part
of the test...near the end of the test

my stomach starts to churn and i nearly barf
so i get up and go to the cafe and bought
some water and took a stroll around the
hall once and went back to my test.

before i knew it, i could barely breathe
my hands were shaking and my complexion
was as white as this page

@W@

so i had a panic attack and was sent home

-mind you the test wasnt that bad
but all the anticipation and worry
plus lack of sleep and redbull rly killed me

so i get to finish it tomorrow but i think im gonna
do okay as far as my test goes....

but as far as my stomach goes, im sure its going
to turn inside out before the end of the day