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So Matt I thought you said that you loved me time sinfintity?
I hope you know that I'm onot going to finish high scjhool now I'm going to srop out. I only work towards the future if that future involves you. And Youo made it where my future doesn't involve ouas my lover so I have none. I, not going to gradulate high school unless you're my bf. I'm never going toget a job unless you're my bf, I;'m not eating until I'm with you agai I'm not sleeping iuuntil I'm with you again, I'm not drinking anything until i'm with you again. I'm not turning in any papers at school until youre my bf again.Will you live with the weiht f my deatha nd my lost future o your shoulders? Will you ruin my life completely? YOu choose now, you stay withme and I change not w/e girl you want me to be by w/e means I have to use, or you on't go back out with me and I put the gun against my head and pull the trigger, which will it be? I have my das gun sittting next tto me on the bed, I'm just waiting for your response. YOu don't want me anymore I'm killing myself there is no in between so don't try to make one up. yOU are my onlychance at happiness, YOU are what keeps me alive, YOU are what I live for and work for. now it's up toYOU wether or not I live. You old completely control over my life Matt. You may not see why but idc you do andyou must accept that responsinility wetyher or not you're haing s**t with your friends. YOU SHOULD LOVE ME MORE THAN THEM LIKE YOU SAID YOU DIDI ANYWAYS!! YOu should accept this I'll change into ANYONE tat you want me to be. I'm in love you with Matt and I'm NOT GOING TO JUST BE YOUR FRIEND. I'm your gf your I'm onthing at all. In the world. I'm your gf or I'mdead. Thatts what it comes dow to. You can't make a 3rd choice you just have those 2 options pick one MAtt. Is it me and my future or a dead me? YOU ARE MY HAPPINESS and I'm not living without you. IT's simple theres no moving on with anything, it's just simple you date me and love me and change me however yous ee fit and mold me into what you want or I kill myself.
YOu know I will. YOusadi you wer ein lvoe me now prove it give me another chance or I die nd you live withthat thought on your shoulders. Youu said you had 4 ppl die from suicide Matt don't make it 5 ive me another chance or I will raise the suicide rate of American Teenagers. I don't care what you say those are your options. Pickon now Matt. You let me slip away fom the worls or you keep me as yours. That is all you have to choose from. My friends DO"NT HAT ME BECAUSE OF YOU!!!!!
And well again no matter what you say tose are your choices.

Will it be
A. Give me anothwer chance and let me live to se what y future holds
or
B. You say it's over and I take this gunand put a bullet through my head
you said you still love me if so prove it by giving me a second chance.
Thatsall I an say for no except that I would rather have you get on here nad take your anger out on me than to not have you as my bf.
I cna't really see I've rubbed my eys raw from crying all night. I can't slep without you as my bf.
I haven't weaten I haven;t stopped crying, i haven';t drank anything, I haven't moved from my bed since you said it was over. I haven't talked to anyone person to person since you aid it was over. I haven't stopped shaking since you said it was over.
NO I"M NOT LIVING WITHOPUT YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!! deal with it as that. YOu're my bf or I'mnot alive basically. 'm not going tolive for anyone else but you.
and if you abanodn me for making you choice then I'll off my self anyway because thats what yyou would have chosen.
I am either your gf and happy or not your gf and dead.
If you loved me you would give me a second chance and don't say that this is unfair YOURE THE ONE THAT SHATTERED MY ENTIRE WORLD!! IT's poerfectly faitr.
Well pick now comment me with your choice A o B.
Mat I'll do ANYTHING to be with you so ps give me another vchance Ill be your punchingbag idc as long as I'm with you.
I CAN'T BE JUST YOUR FRIEND!!! The moment I hear about you having another gf Ill kill myself. IfI hear about you asking another girl out I'llkill mysef. I don't even remmeebr how it was like when we were just friends. I'mnot going back to that. Remmber when I started going out with you? We were so happy? wqhat we worng? HWat lead to this? Well thats not important all that's important is your answer to that question. DO I LIVE OR DIE???
pick Matt I still love you. And gues what?
Ypu're my everything. still
and I'm ont living without you.
I eruse you took my entire world from me so you make your choice so DO I live you die my love?
Will you stay with me?


Maybe I'm just freaking out now and I would enjoy being your friendifyou don't give me a secondchance. but no I can't live without you as my bf, you're everything you said "I just broke up with her" no you took away my entire life wien you saidit was over.
So now you have to tell me do i live or doe mAtt?