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I love that song. It's one of the few slower rock songs that I enjoy. I have many scars, many were self-inflicted(either bloodlust or depression or both[don't quite remeber why I did it or how or when T.T]) but most are from me being a total clutz. Luckily I am a master at hiding them.. the only ones that could possiblky be seen are the dent in my forehead and the cut on my upper lip from when I was younger. I hate that word, Young. I hate it so much... FOr those that know me, yes.. I hate my OWN last name. it's geh. I have hated it since the 3rd grade when people found ways to use the name in various ways.. like a spelling test.. Askign me what I'll do when I'll get "older" cuz then i won't be a Young no more.. I ought to kick their asses.

Let's just stick with the Idea that I love THe Red Hot Chili Peppers. I have to have the weirdest collection of music. I have Insane Clown Posse(and lots of it heart ), Red Hot Chili Peppers, Evanesence, Eminem, Linkin Park, Weird Al, The PIllows, Utada Hikaru, Kindom Hearts Soundtracks, Final Fantasy 7 OTS, Pink Floyd(OMG I LOVE THEM SO MUCH! xd heart ), .hack//sign and liminality OTS, Sonic R OTS, Scud the Disposible Assassin OTS(that's okay.. I really don't know much about it myself), Marilyn Manson, lots of Techno, some Digimon songs, some Incubus, Lots of Monty Python tunes, some Black Mages, Rob Zombie, Daft Punk, lots of System of a Down, South park, DDR tunes, Queen of the Damned, Queen, and The Killers. Yeah.. That's just a asummary It's not hte full list. I listen to music to pass the time so I don't think too much. If I do then I get all depressed and junk and wel.. bad things happen. Listenign to Californication now.. so I'mma go and like get out of what I slept in.. Which is what I wore to school yesterday. I was so tired of everything and so worn out yesterday afternoon, all I wanted to do was stay out of my house and maybe find someone I care about and spend the afternoon with them... just before I went to sleep, I was thinking about earlier friday afternoon when I was cuddling with Damien. That was possibly the most secure I've ever felt in my life. So I must bid you adu and like... yeah get out of these grundgy clothes sweatdrop