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If my German knowledge serves me correctly, xd That means....uh.... sweatdrop something about school.
Should be a longer entry, I have lots to say...but bleh, Just gonna ask Giro what the hell those comments meant gonk
If I'm bored afterschool I'll rant here~Bai till then surprised heart
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Grr...and I plan to rant about Sephy too. I'll do it now. stare Bleh, ever since I said I liked him he's been a major jerk to me. I don't understand why. I don't ******** like him anymore he can start acting like my friend again. I dunno what the hell to say to him, I don't want to sound like I'm complaining or something 'cause I just...don't wanna. I just don't get why he is so mean and distant seeming from me. sad I want things to go back to how they used to be. When we talked on MSN of all kinds ah things and then afterwards he went to sleep, I guess that was falling apart before I even said anything, though. He has lots of work and stuff now, I respect and understand that. Maybe for the sake of the friendship I should just forget I even said anything and go on like everything was before. I mean....::sigh:: if he doesn't like talk to me and whatever I shouldn't even press it...if he's mean to me, I should just say ******** it and pretend like it didn't happen. Just be all...fake and happy... sad It'll save a friendship, I assume. It makes me...just...cry that he's acting like this to me. I used to respect and look up to and admire him alot....like a cool forgein rolemodle, I know you'll think thats stupid but honestly I dont' give a ******** what you think because that is how I feel. I mean...I still respect and look up to and admire him, but he treats me like I shouldn't...like he doesn't want me to or something...::sigh:: I hate myself so much...I always end up caring for people who don't want me to care for them. I don't mean romantically either, justlike a friend kinda caring...Sephy has lots of other people to talk to and care for him...what the ******** does he need me for? ....I think I'ma go cry now...bye.... cry
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