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<center><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v162/Aogail/FrostWind/Rhapsody.jpg" alt="~P1N|<~ Manic Rhapsody"></center>

	I'd float away if I thought you'd notice
	I'd float away if I thought you'd notice


Mood ~Hell is my Heaven right now~ Music ~Just the noise of mechanical function~ Doing at this moment ~Researching becoming a bartender~ My world often seems like Hell but today was just a taste of it all. Recently I think dying would be better sometimes. I was born knowing death so I do not fear it. I feel sometimes if I am Deathe. I feel compelled to do things that just shouldn't be done normaly. I will do things without feeling. Talk of death with no emotion. I feel as stone and people don't help matters any. I try to act happy, try to convince myself I CAN be happy, and people find THAT time to be bitches. They will remind me that life is so insignifigant what's the point. They will choose THAT time to make me hate the humn race again. Everytime I try to be happy...something makes me never want to see the sun again. <center>Sunlight shadows Morning sky lance Won't you be kind? I don't have much time There was something I saw I thought it could have been better then this But what good is a world that wants you If your mind just rejects you Let alone my simple path You have your own to travel lightly See me standing here no more I�ll block your image from my sun Cold n' ice is all that's left My, we have a memory For now, it seems as long I know you let go hard It hurt on my way down Hold in mind my mind I couldn't see a darkness The day is longer then the night I want to dream away these fantasies Only I know hatred stronger Let me learn all I can I'll show you how determined I can be . . . . ~</center> Paranine · Wed Mar 16, 2005 @ 02:22am · 8 Comments


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	ummm...kain? may I ask what is up with the technicolor stuff??? Offline jecky · Community Member · Fri Mar 18, 2005 @ 08:47pm


	Itz perty DAMMIT!!!! @.@ Offline Paranine · Community Member · Sat Mar 19, 2005 @ 12:10am


	no, really? ish sarcastic i was wondering how the hell you did it... Offline jecky · Community Member · Fri Apr 01, 2005 @ 02:31am


	trys not to seem pervy while comforting Paranine Ummm... Cheer up? Offline sussrious · Community Member · Fri Apr 01, 2005 @ 03:22am


	@ Jecky- Tis a secret of the ninja ways ninja @ sussrious- grabs bottle of wine PARTY! domokun* ...*realizes she grabbed the wrong bottle. Tosses the wine and grabs vodka BETTER! 4laugh Offline Paranine · Community Member · Fri Apr 01, 2005 @ 07:12pm


	Gets amazingly drunk with Paranine Feel better? Offline sussrious · Community Member · Mon Apr 04, 2005 @ 02:52am


	With slurred speech, acting and sounding amazingly like Jack Sparrow If I coul' feew a' aww I' say yesh!!! @.# whee heart Offline Paranine · Community Member · Mon Apr 04, 2005 @ 08:25pm


	Dances arround invisible beach Loff-lee! Offline sussrious · Community Member · Wed Apr 06, 2005 @ 02:29am

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As I remain
Forever Dreamless
Bound eternal
To your memory

You are not as horrible as your thoughts, you are only as horrible as your actions

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