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Today I watched Alice Academy by accident! lol I was watching MTV when I automatically push the button 10 on the remote. Then, kaching! (Sounds like in the casino) Alice Academy was being aired. Hahah!!!

The anime is great! I might watch it every weekday if I don’t have many buyers at the store.

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After I ate my supper I headed to our store. Then I heard my parents’ conversation about me and my attitude. They say things like, <i>”Why is her attitude like that?! She seldom speaks to us. She’s from a catholic school and she’s like that! How could she be like that?! Every recollection I thought she would change but she’s still the same. She’s not like our neighbors daughters who also graduated from a catholic school that were decent… Blah! Blah! Blah!”</i>

Then how can I suppose to be what they want me to be if they will only look on my flaws and not on my abilities?!?

I’m only a 16 year old girl who wants to do what she wanted to do. What a teenager like her supposed to do, enjoy, and savor! And I’m a 16 year old girl whose life only circulates into her house when she was a child and now into their store. I’m like a prison!

I don’t even remember a time that I have a great deal of time with my family. And that my parents look at me and to my sister as equal. Or that I have whole day thinking for myself only and not doing other chores. I felt that I don’t have my freedom to do what I will.

And my parents always and only cared for my sister, her and them alone. They never even think that I also need some attention and some freedom to do whatever I like. If they happen to give those I might have a clear mind for them, not a dim clouded one.

Well, I shut my ears for hearing their blabbering at me when I walked into the store. Then I slightly heard them saying that maybe my reading the books, I was reading Reap the Wind, was causing my attitude.

Hell to them!

I hate them! I really hate them!

<center>I want to sleep. I want to sleep…forever</center>

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Most people would rather die than think: many do. -<b>Bertrand Russell</b>
God’s finger touched him, and he slept. -<b>Alfred, Lord Tennyson</b>
The gods conceal from men the happiness of death, that they may endure life. -<b>Lucan</b>
Men fear death, as if unquestionably the greatest evil, and yet no man knows that it may not be the greatest good. -<b>William Mitford</b>

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