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i wish i never me you..then i wouldnt have this biting feeling at the back of my mind that its all my fault. that all blame shud be put on me and i cant live with myself knowing that. knowing that i ruined 1 of the greatest things that was gong on in my life. that i ruined...erverythin. its like everything i do is wrong. maby not at that moment but sooner or later it always comes back and i have to pay for it and im payin for it now its not my fault that this had to happen and i wish you knew that i wish you could understand that and quit it with all this bulshit