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im getting scared... i mean i should be happy that i found this much love again... but all i can feel is fear. I dont see him leaving me anytime soon... but i was cuaght by surprise last time too. and yet... im completely faithful just like the last time. parhaps im being paranoid... but on top of all this... my girlish mind is thinking things it shoulden't!! things that should not be thought untill WAY further down the rode in the relationship... We girls are so stupid... cant even controll our own thoughts about a guy. i may love him but these thoughts should most deffinately wait... but will they listen NOOOO! stare they make staying in the NOW in a relationship very difficult for a girl who just wants to keep her boyfriend.
RAWR! scream
stupid boys making us girls fall in love with them... i dont want to be IN love yet!!i just want my boyfriend!
 DalekFett · Sun Sep 13, 2009 @ 05:12am · 0 Comments |
