Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

I met a girl in zOMG. :3 I was in Zen Gardens and me crew had just won against The Kokeshi Doll Shrine thingy.....majig... Anyways, my crew had to go, so I wanted another crew. I believe it was Kendall and I left, so we joined this girls crew who was paired with another girl. That made four of us. Then, some guy came and joined, but whatever. x3 So... While I was in the crew, I would flirt with her occasionally. I guess it's my way of being nice. xD Idk, but.....somehow, I was attracted to her, and I just met her. I didn't do anything because of that reason. I met up with her in rally like.....2 days later. We talked and got to know each other a bit, and I guess we just appealed to each other somehow. It was like...this magical thing. I never felt that kind of feeling. That night, I remember being depressed. The moment I poofed into that rally and started talking to her, I forgot about all the stressful things.... She made me happy. It was glorious. I got to know her more as we spent time in rally. that feeling of enjoyment lead to us going out. :3 It was....omg. It was like nothing I've ever felt before. I would call it love, but I just met her, and those words aren't just meant to be thrown around, riiiight? owo Well.... After the first day we spent together, my feelings for her grew into something amazing. I was actually happy. My last relationship was good at first, but near the end, it tired us both out. this relationship, however, was filled with an endless amount of mystery, adventure, fun!!!! I could go on for hours about it, idk if I would repeat myself, though... xD So, we went out for about.....either a week, or two. Yes, we broke up after that..... There were probably many faults. We had a stalker, we realized we rushed into things......Eh. It hurt when it happened, but we got over it and continued talking. Her name is Alicia, but we call her Leesh and she's the most amazing girl I've ever met. When I'm around her, it's like she just......takes away all the bad things. She's like a person embedded with a huge load of joy that she could give away for hours and never run out. She's joyous! <333 She said we would go out later on when things were better and we knew a lil more about each other. Idk. I'll wait for her, though. I won't rush into anything again. I learned my lesson, and it was good I did. x3 It gave me a better chance. I haven't gotten to hang with her much because she's been busy, I guess. I hung out with her today, though. And, omg..... It was....amazing. No depression, no mad, sad, or bad feelings of any kind.... Man. She's my new home! >w< At least....I feel that way. I feel really comfortable with her. I hoping we'll get together again soon, so we can have more fun. :3 And, omg.... She is......SO......inevitably.....CUTE!!!! It's like THAT obvious. Omg.... I can just imagine so much stuff going on. xwx;;;;; And, no. Not sexual... I'm not like that. I don't want her for her body, I want her for her personality, her cuteness, the way she makes me feel. I mean, sure, the body comes along with that, and that's fine. But, what I really want is her love for mine. >w<;;;;;; I'm that kind of person who's compassionate, gullible, which they think is cute, sensitive, so I have my soft side, and etc. >< I have emotion, I can express how I feel without lieing. Idk.... Just, after tonight.... I can actually say.... I'm in love with her. And, as I just said that, I got massive tingles. xD Omg.... .w. I literally want this feeling to last forever. Leesh, I love you, and I want you to know that. :3 <3333333333 Time for me to go to sleep. xwx;;; Tired. Lol. x3 Night. biggrin

-Kaylee <333