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I went all in,
I went for a gamble,
I put my faith in luck,
And it turns out it was a bluff,
Card for card, Roll for roll,
I was played like the Jokers Fool



*Writen 12/10/08*

Slipping Slowly, slipping in and out of depression, life comes and goes, the only thing that helps is music, the soothing harsh tones slip in and out of my ears, eyes open and close, day and night, between the silence and the loud incomperhandable screaming. i think of what iv become, what i can become and what i will, i cant stand another secound of this, i need out.

A lost dog, Once lost but now found but not found. lost in its mind lost in others minds, found in new minds, but lost in its own, lost in others, lost and never to be found again, replaced, replaced in there minds, not in his, for he remebers, and it remebers, that is why its lost, dead on the inside

Wolfs howl when there commrad is shot by the hunter

when he drops some meat as the mouse picks it up and gets caught by the snake

as the snake gets caught by the mongoose

as the mongoose gets caught by the wolf

as the wolfs howl when there commrad gets shot by the hunter



*Writen 10/6/08*

Like a Bag in the wind,

Everything has a meaning.

That bag might lead someone to something important.

It might be a symbol to some.

Like how there lifes are free,

How they just go with the wind.

Or it might get someone thinking,

Where did it come from?

Where did its journey take it?

Where will it end?

Where did i come from?

Where has my journey taken me?

Where will my journey end...



*writen 10/6/08*

It may be that i keep a smile on when you tease me it might even be that i just ignore you... But on the inside it hurts and tears me apart... It may seem i keep my cool when you mess with me or when you talk about me behind my back and i hear it... But everything adds up...You might be popular...or just not hated...but if you ever think about try putting your self in someones shoe's who you've been picking on and think about what might happen if that was you.......



*Writen 1/16/08*