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Jimminy Christmas how long has it been since I've done any sort of update to this darned thing? A long, long time I must say. So many things have changed and at the same time so many things have stayed the same. smile
Let's seeeeee. I'm engaged to the most wonderful of men. <3 James is my everything, and I can't wait until our wedding. I'm not allowed to officially start planning until he gets me my ring, the poobrain. Oh well, I love him the same and I'm still happy so I 'spose that's all that matters. Last July James and I moved from Washington to Denver, CO, that was probably the BIGGEST change we've made thus far. o.o It was a big leap of faith on my part but I have to admit I'm extremely happy with the result. Granted, I'm terrified of the storms here being that I've absolutely convinced myself that a tornado is going to form RIGHT over our house. Haha. Right now we're living with his oldest brother Anthony, which has been a ride all in itself. Don't really like living in the party house of the family, but at the same time it's brought me out of my shell a bit more. James has a HUGE family! We've been here almost a year and we're still meeting people. I feel like every time I turn around we're meeting a new cousin, it's insane. I'm loving his family though, they're so wonderful and accepting. It's fun to have a few beers and just sit listening to the stories that they have to tell - they are a very..colorful family. Keeps us on our toes, that's for sure.
I'm finally going to start going to school. (: Have to change my ID from Washington to Colorado and start my six month residency but after that I qualify for financial aid. I'm going to go get my AA and see if a class clicks for me, but right now I'm thinking about going in to teaching.
I love Denver, though. smile It has so much to offer, and Colorado is just a beautiful state. I can't wait to start exploring more of it. James has a crazy work schedule right now so we really only get the weekends to do stuff, but that's enough time to start looking at different places.
I know there's a lot more to say and update but I'm just drawing a blank. :/ so I'll just leave it at this. smile
Sislana · Thu Mar 22, 2012 @ 12:56am · 0 Comments |
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Sislana · Thu Oct 02, 2008 @ 11:33am · 1 Comments |
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This has been probably one of the fastest but longest summers at the same time that I've had in a long, long time. I don't even remember half of the things that have happened over the summer. There's a lot of highlights that are in my mind, I guess those would be the easiest things to update people about, on here.
Relationships:
First of all, a few months before summer started I began dating this guy that I use to work with named Isaias. He was my first 'serious' relationship that I've ever had..so there was a pretty strong tie to him on my part. I won't go into serious detail, but he was the one to take my virginity, something that I hadn't planned on giving away for quite some time to come. I don't regret it, though, it is pointless to regret things that you can't change. So, yeah, we started dating about a month before he left. Here is a quick 'rundown' on Isaias. He went down to California a few years ago [if I remember correctly], and when he was there he got involved with a gang. So..going back to the present..when June rolled around he ended up going back down to California to..'deal' with some gang related things. However, while he was down there he ended up getting in trouble and because of that he went on parole. Well..since he went on parole he ended up not being able to leave the state of California. Because of this we ended up breaking up a couple of months ago since he didn't know if and when he would be able to come back home. Needless to say, I was crushed, but with the help of friends and being constantly busy with work it was relatively easy to get over.
However..in the process of getting over him I made an mistake on my part. I let myself sleep with this guy I work with named Shane, twice. He's not the most savory of people..and in all truth he was nothing but the rebound. The longing for something, anything, physical again. Since this happened, though, he has the mindset that he can get away with pretty much anything when we're working together..and his 'flirting' is starting to become borderline sexual harassment. Especially since it has been made clear plenty of a time.
As of about a month ago we got this guy that use to work at my work back. He needed a job and money and, well, Kristin adores him so he was pretty much a shoe-in for another job at JIB. I got to work with him on his first day back. His name is James. Well, that entire night it was as if we were old friends. I don't know what it is about him but it was extremely easy for me to open up to him. From what I understand from what he's told me..it attracted him to me rather greatly. We ended up hanging out at my apartment about a week after he started working there, if it was even that, and we spent the night just talking and watching movies. It was nice. Around midnight my roommate Andrea came home from work, so it made it a little less awkward..even though we had been doing just fine for the most part. The three of us ended up staying awake until about, oh, five in the morning or so before she finally ended up going to bed. However, before then the two of them had decided that they needed to start tickling me and whatnot. After Andrea went to bed, though, James decided to start up the tickling again..one thing led to another..and the next thing I know we're making out. Since then it has kind of just..advanced from there. we're not together but we are lovers. It's nice. He's amazing. I love the way that I feel around him. And we have a lot of fun together. Like on Sunday. :] Oh my God, that was amazing. The entire thing. I don't know what it was..but it was all just..amazing. We were having a lot of fun. -Shakes fist- That man and deciding to hit me with pillows! Ohhh. It was amazingly fun. I had such a great time.
Work:
Eh. It's been alright. In a lot of ways it has been getting better since Hannah quit. Almost all of the drama has left. Kristin has been getting a lot better, she's a lot looser. We've gained some good people..and lost a few good people, too. D: I'll miss you, Elida. Mucho amounts.
Apartment life:
It has been pretty good since we let Cory go. Sure, I miss him, but the money problems and stress has been cut almost in half since we kicked him out. Andrea and I have been having a good time since we lost him. We're a lot less stressed, now, too. Sure, we're a little tight on money..but at the same time we've been having a lot easier of a time. Plus, there's finally food in the fridge and cupboards! It's pretty much amazing. And thrilling. It's nice to finally be able to be hungry and know that if I really am as hungry as I think I can just look in the kitchen.
Friends:
Rachel and I are no longer friends. At all. Misty and I have gotten really close over the last month or so. Oh, right, Misty is a woman that I met through Cory. She's a thirty-five year old, amazing, single mother of three. Charlie, Rex, and Brandon. Those three are amazing, too. Poor Rex, though, he got his mothers a**. -laughs- The boy is doomed. Charlie..oh my little Charlie, she's going to be such a heart breaker. Anyways. Misty has become the older sister that I never had. Really. I can talk to her about pretty much anything. She listens. She can relate. She is thirty-five going on nineteen. I love her. I'd do anything for her and anything for her children.
General:
I finally got my ID! After like..four attempts. I went with Misty in June and we FINALLY managed to get the people at the DOL to give it to me. I was so excited, I almost jumped over that counter and hugged the lady that agreed. Hmn. I got a doggie! She's a fattie but I love her. She's a black Labrador retriever. She's my baby. Her name is Roxy. Right now she's asleep on the broken recliner that we have..she's claimed it as her own. My poor baby, Rex and Brandon must have worn her out. They watch her when Andrea and I work. :] Keeps her out of the apartment and let's her have some time to be outside and whatnot, plus, she loves her babies.
I finally got my lip pierced. :] Got it done in June. On the 27th, actually. That was painful but fun. Went with Misty and got it done, I paid for both of ours, actually. She got her Marilyn done. We had fun doing that, it was a good day for the two of us to bond. Since then we've been amazingly tight.
There's not really much that I can think of right now. When I figure more out I'll let y'all know.
Sislana · Wed Sep 03, 2008 @ 01:05pm · 0 Comments |
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So. This week has been rather busy for me, in all actuality even though I can’t quite peg every thing that I have done. I know, I know, that sounds rather stupid and it makes me sound like I don’t even pay attention to what I do and what not. Well that’s not true so there! For example, I worked on Monday. Hmph. See? I can remember what I did. I just don’t really remember what I did on Tuesday. I think, key word THINK that I went to Rachel’s though that could have been on Wednesday. Nope! Hah! I just checked with her, it was on Tuesday. Ah, ya gotta love best friends. They can so easily remind you of things. Now I’m in a pickle, though. I don’t remember what I did on Wednesday…! This is never good. I’ve lost a day in my mixed up little mind. Granted, y’all don’t know how often this happens to me. Oh. Wait! I think I have it in my mind! I THINK THIS WAS THE DAY THAT NO ONE COULD DO ANYTHING SO I CALLED CORY THEN CARLY THEN RAY! Ahaha! I think I found my missing day! Oh, what a happy panda I am now! I could just dance. Oh! Yes, that is what I did! Wednesday is the day that none of my friends could do anything so I ended up calling Cory only he was at work [not like I knew that] and he ended up snapping at me. Then I called Carly and we talked about what we wanted to do over the summer and decided that we should go to Ocean Shores some time in August. So, we’re going to! We’re going to camp there for a few days. Oh, I’m so excited! The way we’re talking about it is we’re going to leave the day after my eighteenth birthday, the 29th of July, so we’d be leaving on the 30th. I’m pumped. After that I ended up calling Arayia and we went for a walk around town with her dog Ginger. Hah! I feel so accomplished, remembering the day that I lost in my mind. You have NO idea how pleased this makes me, I thought I was going insane. Okay, so yesterday, Thursday, I went out with Carly. She picked me up at school around 3:07 with her dad. We rode in his car back to his house, but first we had to go check on her own car. Let me tell you, Carl, her dad, is one CRAZY dude. He made me laugh SO hard, though at the same time he was confusing/disturbing me. I have such an ODD first impression of him. STORY TIME! It was my first time EVER going to Carly’s. I don’t remember what we had been doing but we had been outside or something, just dicking around I’m sure, well we walked back in to her house. For some reason Carl thought that Carly and I were his wife and her sister. So, he had this crispy taco from Taco Bell, he turned around put that where his you-know-what would be and shook it up and down going ‘hey ladies!” I don’t think my eyes have ever gone as wide as they did at that. I turned BEAT red out of shock and embarrassment. When he realized we weren’t his wife and sister-in-law he instantly turned away going, ‘dinner’s ready…’ Ahem. It was sooooo hilarious later on that night when we were talking about it. Also, later that night, he had come up to me going ‘want to see some pictures of Car as a naked baby?’ He also had been willing to blow up the air mattress but Carly told him we’d just sleep in the same bed and he goes ‘whatever turns you two on’. He’s so silly. That guy LOVES to ‘harass’ me whenever I go over to his house. So, needless to say, he amuses me quite a lot. Anyways, we got to Carly’s and ran in to her room to grab some stuff to ‘splash around in’ as I put it [we were going swimming]. After that was done we hopped in her dad’s car, seeing as we were stealing it from him, and drove off to my place to grab a change of clothing for ME. Once that was done we had a few things to do in town before we could head off to our destination. Once we got there we decided that we’d bumble around the lake first before we went to the water. This was a mistake in its self, but we’re too silly to realize that. Anyways, we wandered around the lake trail, going in to the woods and stuff, crawling over nature and just having a good time. It made my heart quite happy inside. I enjoyed it a lot. Finally, around five, when it was all cool out and stuff that’s when we decided to go swimming. Stupid, right? Right. The water was FREEZING. Oh my God! Carly and I were going to run in, but this lake has sudden drops and I have a phobia of deep water, so at the last minute I let go of her hand and just PUSHED her in. She was rather shocked and a bit ‘mad’, so what does she do? She comes out and just SHOOVES me in to the water. I hit the side of my leg on a rock and started bleeding. The second time, and the last time ‘cause the water was freezing, we went in together. We couldn’t stop laughing. It was a lot of fun even if it WAS cold. Then, out of the blue, Carly’s cell begins to call. Turns out it was Arayia. She was scared out of her mind! Poor girl is being harassed, or was being, by a recruiter from the Navy. He came to her house and then had to be told twice that she didn’t want to see him THEN began to call her like every ten minutes. She wanted us to come ‘protect’ her. It’s never a good thing to get the three of us together, but none the less we headed dutifully over to Ray’s. When we got there, we’re still SOAKING wet, Carly decides to BANG on the door. Poor Arayia thought it was the Navy guy again. By now I’m positively FREEZING so I curled up on Ray’s chair beneath a blankie. After a while we began to joke around, have a good time. The typical thing that we do. Suddenly Carly runs in to the other room then CHARGES at me going ‘MEGAN! RAY HAS A SCRAPBOOK!” And just JUMPS in to my lap. Only, she used my arm to brace herself and placed ALL of her weight on to that arm. It hurt sooooo much. Then, for some reason, she began wanting to pry my eyes open. Of course, my natural instinct is to clench them shut, but she was persistent and because of that ended up accidentally poking me in the eye. Haha, I take so much abuse from those two. They must enjoy tormenting me, ‘cause they do it an awful lot. Car say’s it’s cause I’m a Leo. It’s apparently fun to mess with us Leo’s. For some reason Car thought it’d be amusing to steal my blanket away from me. That made me quite the sad panda. So, what do I do? I chased her around Ray’s kitchen and living room. We must have sounded like we were killing each other ‘cause we were all screaming. It’s a wonder her brother didn’t come out to see if we were like dying or something. Anyways, after a few rounds Ray joined in and it was just a whole frenzy of me chasing them and them running away screaming. It was quite fun. We were laughing so hard we could hardly breathe. There was one point that I fell on the ground and Carly pinned me down and began to CHOKE me. That was a bit uncool, seeing as how she was sitting on me it was hard for me to breathe. There was one time where I had gone at Ray, and she was on the couch and I was on the floor, well she put up her foot to ‘block’ me and ended up kicking me RIGHT in the face. I thought my nose had like…broke. It hurt SOOOO much, instant tears welled in my eyes as I fell back on to the floor, clutching at my face. At first it felt like my nose was bleeding, but luckily it wasn’t. It just hurt like heck. Ray felt SOOOO bad, though, and Carly like ATTACKED me with a hug. I think this whole chasing/attacking each other thing would have gone on if Ray’s mom hadn’t shown up. Carly and I always feel so…awkward around her. We had to leave, anyways, and since Ray’s mom was home she could protect her from the creepy recruiter dude. So Car and I left, heading back to my place. That was that. BUT when I got home, after Car had left, I was giving my kitty some love and all of the sudden he swiped his paw across my face. He basically b***h slapped me, ‘cept his claw caught the bottom of my eye, leaving a deep cut. It hurt SOOOO much, I kind of just allowed myself to drop on to my moms bed, hiding my eye, trying not to cry. I was so abused yesterday. So today wasn’t that exciting. I mean, it was school. Rach isn’t failing English anymore, so that’s good. She has a D+, I have an A-, it sounds bad but I’m proud of having a better grade than her. It gives me SOMETHING that I have better than her. In second period, English, I also had an interesting chat about a friend of mine who ran away across country to be with a guy she had never met before. I had this convo with Rach, Sarah, and Jenny, all friends of the girl who ran away. We were talking about how he is very controlling, and how it’s so sad that she just left. Sarah confided in us that it hurt her feelings that Jenna said she had to go across country to find love when she had friends right where she was who loved her unconditionally, even if it WASN’T a romantic love. It was quite a depressing conversation, and I could tell it was getting to Jenny ‘cause she got really quiet and distant. We all really miss Jenna, and just wish that she’d come home… Anywho. Enough of that. The rest of the day went on pretty normal. We had SST, which is basically advisory, uhm…everything else was fine. In fifth period I was SO exhausted though, and we were discussing neurons and the brain…so I was getting a little bored. Amanda and I kept drifting off. It was kind of amusing, we both didn’t catch the like…last ten minutes of class. I love Amanda. She’s such a sweetie and is fun to talk to. Government was a bit stressful. We had this pop quiz, I got 35 out of 50, pretty good for not knowing the material…but then all of the sudden he goes “APRIL FOOLS” and says that since we won’t be here on the 1st this was an early joke and that it wouldn’t count. I can honestly say I breathed a sigh of relief. After school wasn’t that great. I am really sore today, like my upper chest and arms are really tight and sore from bench press yesterday. I’ll live, though. That’s about it. Now I’m bored, a bit sad, and wanting to RP and talk to someone. I need to rant about something, but there’s very few people I actually WANT to rant to, you know?
Sislana · Sat Mar 31, 2007 @ 02:28am · 0 Comments |
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This weekend has been nothing short of interesting and yet tiring. I have nothing to really complain about but I am exhausted. On Friday it was pay day, and I happened to end up hanging out with Carly and Ray. So first we went to get my check and then cashed it, after that I decided that it’d be okay to pay for us all to go get Mexican food and such. We went to Ranchito’s and ordered fried ice cream and a burrito and then Ray got Mexican pizza. Carly and I split the burrito and then the three of us shared the ice cream. After that we sat there for about two hours just talking. We got in to some really, really deep conversations. We all agreed later on at Ray’s house that it was probably the deepest conversations that we’ve ever had before. We talked a lot about religion because Car is an atheist and Ray and I are Christians from different branches. I felt really smart because I knew how to answer Carly’s questions. She kept asking ‘why’ but it wasn’t to make us upset it was to really see why we believe what we believe. Then we got on the topic of abortion, suicide, gay rights, things like that. I really enjoyed it in all truth. It was very insightful. We also started talking about me, for some odd reason. They were saying how easy it was to talk to me, because I’m so open minded, apparently. It made me smile. We could only hang out for a few hours ‘cause Carly had to go home and do her homework so we decided that we’d hang out on Saturday when I got off work at four. That was all cool. I didn’t mind. In fact, I really wanted to. So on Saturday morning I unfortunately had to go to work. It was such a long shift. I worked from 8 am to 4 pm, with our boss, Kristin. That put me a bit on edge because well…she’s the boss, you know? So she left at three and James came in. I love James. He’s my favourite shift leader, in all truth. He makes me smile. Once Ray and Carly showed up we went to my house so that I could change out of my uniform and then we went off to the mall. That was actually kind of interesting, just the car ride that is. Once we got to the mall we sort of just meandered around, doing nothing and yet everything at the same time. After that we decided that we wanted to get some Boba Tea. So as we’re sitting on a bench, watching people we got in to yet another deep conversation. It was about how many times it’s possible that you’ve seen that one that you’re ‘meant’ for. It was really interesting. We were talking about those times that you feel like you know that person and such, and that you were…meant to meet that person. I couldn’t help but begin wondering about how many chances I’ve had to lock eyes with people I’d come in to contact with once more. After that we went back to my home, where I made an ‘appearance’ for a moment. Then we went over to Ray’s and watched this really funny scene on Sailor Moon and then watched a few episodes of The Girls Next Door. After Carly dropped me off at home..well nothing happened.
Sislana · Mon Mar 12, 2007 @ 06:10am · 0 Comments |
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So. Tonight was just not one of the best nights at work that I've ever had. There was nothing something really..wrong about it but I just found myself kind of down and bored. It was really busy at times and then at other times I'd be bored out of my skull, tryign to figure out something to do. I had to clean the fry bin, that wasn't that bad..then I had to do the taco stand and then stock. Only..Hannah was complaining about how she missed Brady. I don't get it, either. He treated her like crap. She was a sex bud, that was it. She knew it, we knew it. Hell, the old man down the street knew it. Only, she WANTS to be treated like crap by him. I'll never really understand her. At one point she told me to come outside with her and all she did was talk about Brady. Of course, I couldn't help but listen to her. That's just who I am. Bonnie seemed a little irritated with me, too. I don't know why, though. I mean, I didn't do anything to her. Hell, I was being extra nice to her tonight. I mean..I was stocking MY station but noooo she needed me to do it for her, too. I of course, told her that I could and Hannah said that I was 'so sweet' but..still. It made me a bit..I don't know. I hate it when people don't seem happy with me.
Sislana · Fri Mar 02, 2007 @ 05:31am · 0 Comments |
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[The basics.] [1] What is your name? [2] Who are you to me? [Relationships.] [1] Do you or have you had a crush on me? [2] Would you ever date me? [3] If you would date me, what would your idea of a perfect date for the two of us be? [4] If we were dating, would you have a petname for me? And if so, what would it be? [5] Would you brag about me to your friends, and introduce me to all of those people that are important to you? [6] Would you love me? [7] How about spoil me? [8] If I was sick would you take care of me or just abandon me? [9] Would you want to live with me? [10] Would you do random, romantic little gestures for me? ['Essay questions'] [1] You just found out that I've been in a terrible accident, leaving me in critical condition at the hospital, what would you do? [2] If you found out that I had run away from home and got into some serious drug habits and had to lean towards selling my body for money to keep me alive until the next day what would you do? [Whoa! Deep!] [3] How far would you go for me if I was the one you loved? [4] If someone kidnapped me what would you do? [5] If you found out that I had been raped by someone would you try to help me? What would you do? [6] What is your favorite thing about me? [Random.] [1] Will you come to my funeral? [2] If I suddenly just..died and you found out, what would your reaction be? [3] Would you steal me away just for the pure fun of it for a day? [4] If I suddenly lived down the block from you, what would you do? [5] Do you enjoy my company? ~*~*~ For my own information:
Sislana · Tue Feb 27, 2007 @ 06:01am · 0 Comments |
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