Ever wonder what it's like to live your life as a Ghost? To have the world and those around you seem like you don't exist to them? To seem to appear and then only to disappear once more?
Life for some, is like that. Physically existing, while everyone around you either passes you by without a second glance, or don't even see you at all. Like at times where it seems that you're screaming out just to have someone notice you're there, but no matter how loud you scream, no words reach their ears, or leaves your lips. Whenever you try to get close to someone and caress them, it's like your hand goes through them. Or when they try that to you, it's almost as if you're backing away from them, fearing that not matter what, you can't feel their touch.
Living like a Ghost, harbouring a cold heart that holds on to every pain and hurtful moment in the past, while slowly abosrbing new, more lively things, so that it could once again turn it could. As such, everyone can be like a Ghost, quite easily too.
It could simple happen from spending years alone, meeting a few people and then losing them. Or wanting to be close to someone but are unable to for they disappear. Living in a fake world where the only way you can speak to someone is through a computer since they live far away...heck, wanting to be close to someone but are unable to for other reasons can make one feel like a Ghost.
Strange how one can easily become a Ghost, almost as easily as turning cold. Heck, even ending a relationship can turn one into a Ghost, especially if feelings linger on more than what they're suppose to, even though you cannot just throw away something that was forged from being close to womeone you truely care about.
Life as a Ghost, it's familiar to me...
Gangrel, they fancy themselves as lone wolves, running around and barking at the moon. Gangrel, they can walk upright, they just choose not too.
