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It is funny that I spend hours picking at pixels, looking for a word of code... Then trashing it and starting a-new. It's a strange kind of pleasure to see it fit. It's like when you just learn to write, and even a cruket "A" looks awesome. Ah, being creative is wonderful.
 ms_thing13 · Mon Dec 13, 2004 @ 11:47pm · 0 Comments |
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It is strange that most of my close friends were in high school. I guess now that I'm in college, I have the time only for a couple of people in my life. Maybe I should change that. And, it would be nice to have connections with all the smart people around me. Though the fact that I'm in college doesn't provide a whole lot of smart people around me. Then again, I dont' know enough people around here to say jack ****.
Gosh I'm looking foreward to the Christmas break...
ms_thing13 · Fri Dec 03, 2004 @ 08:10pm · 0 Comments |
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Is it a problem that I like working so much? It's almost if I'm afraid of losing my face in front of the world, so I have to work this hard. Then again, I might just like things done. I like it when somebody plays piano well, and I like it when I do that too. Maybe it's just the strife for the good things in life. But do I have to work hard to get them good things? Don't lazy people get good things in life too? I guess my sense of satisfaction depends on the amount of work I put into something. Or maybe I had a strange childhood experience and got an insecurity that affects my dialy life. Yep, this is it. Childhood trauma. Thanks Freud.
ms_thing13 · Tue Nov 23, 2004 @ 07:42pm · 0 Comments |
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This holiday seems to be pretty pointless to me. It definatelly didn't achieve the goal of making people aware of the goodness and divercity in the world. Thanksgiving or not, them american indians were still killed by thousands. Thanksgiving or not, we'll still want more, and won't notice what goodness there is.
On the other hand, there's always the food. It's great to get together with people I like and chill. Food helps me chill. Some movies and beer is nice too. But gosh, I don't need an excuse to eat a lot, or see them people I like. I guess people like to associate with each other, and it's cool for them to know that there are a lot of people chilling right now just as they are. People are such herd animals.
ms_thing13 · Mon Nov 22, 2004 @ 11:16pm · 0 Comments |
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I *know* you have been waiting for me, and here I am now. I am currently chilling in college, drawing, playing piano, tutoring people, going to sauna, tickling my boyfriend, and stealing food from wherever I can. Always sleepy and hyper, my face twitching, I walk through my college life with a book by my side.
Was this poetic enough?
ms_thing13 · Mon Nov 22, 2004 @ 02:59am · 0 Comments |
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