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Well, it happened. As soon as I stepped out of the Inn. I didn't even have time to register there was something wrong with that door. This Helltown took me. It took me, and threw me into a nightmare. And why that one...

I saw them all again. As we were so long ago, setting up shop on that Nova world, where the great beings of history fled to when they were persecuted. The Old Ones had long since died/faded, but their Chosen Avatars still ruled, also of Nova blood and power. It all started out so peaceably, back in the marketplace of one of the God Towns. I believe it was Merlin's town, there was so much magic in the air. Walking around, I saw Pagan, my beloved. Oh, how my heart ached when I saw him again!

But then, things went swiftly downhill. The Doyen and their warrior-demons began to attack. Those evil beings! Oh, how I HATE them! They began their campaign of blood again in that nightmare, and no matter how hard I tried to stop the deaths around me of those I cared about, it only accellerated their demise. The ones I called comrade, the ones I loved beyond life itself. And in the end, when the world was engulfed in flame and blood, I saw the door once more, and ran.

Gods, Pagan, why did I have to see that all again! Why!!!

Well, after a nice, long sleep, or so it seemed, I woke up to the same time as when I initially erupted. Although I realized real quick, I ain't in Kansas anymore. This isn't my world, this isn't my home. But then, nowhere's home for me, since Max died.

So many things have happened since I erupted. Found out I'm a shapeshifter and can speak to cats, found that One True Love that spans time and space in Max, travelled across time, space and alternate dimensions, fought the ultimate threats to all human survival for YEARS, I think over 200, and lost Max when everything came to its climax. I hope, I PRAY, those things are not here... I'm the only Nova!

It's rather shocking what I've seen... Hell, seeing Dree become one part of the Dark Goddess Shadrach wasn't all THAT big of a shock, although her having a twin with similar powers and a little brother, allthree of which were Shadrach, was a bit of a shock... When they became Her, reality around them began to be a nightmare world even Escher would have had issues visualizing!

Well, I gotta go fer now... Need to get things taken care of here so I can exist... Although, it's not going to be too difficult to do!

Yeah, not a lot to say today, just kinda driving myself insane with some of these games! Gods, who came up with the programming for the Cards?! I don't lose that much at the casino as I do here! domokun

It would appear that someof my life experiences may come in handy after all... Mind, they won't bring me any fame or fortune, but I have felt Life's cruel hand far too often to have that knowledge go to waste. Maybe that's why I'm here? To assist those of this new generation with information so that maybe they can make better choices for themselves, and choices THEY make, not their peers and families? I think I'd like that... Be the wise old crone of the town...

Well, it seems life is enjoying using me to scrub its toilet lately. If it's not one thing, it's definitely another. Not to go into details here, but just when you think things might at least stabilize a bit... Heh... Fat bloody chance of that happening.

Think I might make an alteration on my grand view of things. Life sucks, then it simply gets worse. So you might as well suck it up and simply survive til the last horn blows on your existence. Some people go kicking and screaming at the end. I'm just going to ask 'What took you so damn long'.

I'm not going to do anything stupid, but I'm just getting too old and tired to keep playing these bit parts for life's perverse amusement. So I'm just going to fade stage left when the thread in the tapestry that denotes me ends.

Who in their right mind would call their financial institution on a holiday was a good thing to do?! And WHY do so many DO it?! Gods, there are times I wanna smack people in the head for brazen idiocy, then realize without the stupid monkeys, this smart monkey would have no job... But the irritation sticks around... xp