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Their eyes are watching their army always marching
You can see nothing but their eyes hear nothing but their stride
This darkness only gets darker the fights only get harder
My sword cracks and dulls, my soul? well lord only knows
Another fight another night, what id give to see light
Once one night ends another night begins
This darkness will not ever end always ever darker than it began
Its taken my force's its taken my friends im all thats left in the end
I look to the sky and I begin to cry
Why? Why? Oh lord is this my end?
We thought this is what you wanted, what you intended for us
Why was I to lead us to this darkness? Why were we choosen to fight to this end?
What is the lesson here? Why aren't you near?
They are here and my the path to my death is clear
As I kneel to the ground I look around
I see all the swords over graves
And I felt ashamed
Im sorry my brothers I will be home soon
And we shall forever be like the moon
Reflecting the son's light and praising all his might
As i walk towards the dark I grasp my sword and look upon my family's crest the flaming heart
Suddenly I see this is not the end, the lord been here since this fight began
We are to blame for forgetting our light
We choose to rely on our own might
And we lost our sights
With certainty I draw my sword
Awaken with light is my whole world
With fire burning crackling as it rips the void of darkness from my sword I charge at the hoard
With each step bringing me closer to an end
I say to my brothers I will see you soon but for now I must be like the moon
Here on earth to bring back light
AsDarknessDies

Mazes, Labyrinths, and Trials in the Dark


Year after year all this time rushes by/ Leaves me looking and searching every corner I come by/
oh how all these things I learn all these things I have seen, leave me searching oh so more desperately/Which way is the right way?Which paths have I already chosen wrong? How these questions make it so hard to move on

Am I running to fast? Am I moving to slow? How am I supposed to find what I am searching for?/ Nothing but darkness passes by these days/ Every little blink of a light is not the right way/ The lies the deception the addiction the way everyone feels the need to hide these things/ Would make you think they know it's wrong, but that's never the case/ Only thing that happens is I am like moth to flame

Wondering, seeking, treading through all these paths looking for you/ Tell me how am I supposed to know what to do/ Every turn just feels like I am further away from you

Oh how the time never stops/ It's like finding an old watch and noticing it's still ticking, turning on and on/ Regardless the fact you left it and moved on/ Just reminds you this is a race you can not finish/ Reminds you you're not a far as you thought

How this hurts, the aching the breaking all the pain built up along the way/ Do I stop? Is there any reason to move on? Lord please just tell me what to do, I just want to be with you, So I just keep/ Wandering, seeking, treading through all these paths looking for you/ Tell me how am I supposed to know what to do/ Every turn just feels like I am further away from you

The Sword The Word A Cause


It's time to rise, time to realize/
how this world is at the end, yet hasn't the eyes to comprehend/
what is happening, what has happened/
history does not tell/
tell how the countless circle never end, only come full to bring more darkness then the loop before that last bend/
eyes see nothing but the blindfold of this lust for anything other than the promise given to us/
how the dimming of the light has opened the opportunity to lose sight, sight of the judgment that is coming the judgment that is of the light/
the judge, the jury a spirit as one that WILL cut you to pieces/
oh if only this world could see, see how the word, a sword, the spirit, the light is the only way to reach either door on that night, despite all your might/
open your eyes, rise, to battle, the cause?/
to bring forth the fear only the SWORD can mend/
cause this is the end,/
so I send my tear, hoping to mend your fear/
My friend,....

As the rain falls and drops onto me I am reminded of God's love for us. Each a vow to us. A vow saying God knows it will be hard, it will be tiresome, some days you will falter and some days you will rejoice. No matter if the times are dark or the times are holy, God will be there. God will be there watching, guiding, rejoicing and crying with you till the end. The rain falls representing all God's children and all the struggles and the tears that have fallen. But when you cry with him and realize that you are blessed and these tears are not tears of sadness. you'll see it, every time we cry it goes back into the earth and it circles around into the most beautiful of things the most nurturing of things and the most calming of things. Each tear you cry he takes and turns it into strength, wisdom, a guiding light for you in the future, a vow from our father showing us we are never abandoned and it's the part of life that make us cry that make us who we are. One day you'll realize it, you'll watch his tears come down and see how amazing God's love for us is and you will make it rain with him, rejoicing that we have a maker that turns all things dark to light and has never left our side.