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Second Gaiaversary coming up |
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I didn't make a big deal out of my first Gaiaversary, which I now regret. This is a great excuse to beg for gifts. xd I'll be adding a few items to my wishlist, but overall aside from the ridiculous ones (NM minis) there won't be much. If anyone actually gets me anything off of my wishlist, I'll be thanking all my generous donators in a follow-up journal post. 3nodding
 seiryuuchan · Fri Mar 17, 2006 @ 03:14am · 2 Comments |
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I got a coco for 10k in the marketplace last night. This one is definitely named Bounce. xd
seiryuuchan · Fri Jan 27, 2006 @ 04:06am · 0 Comments |
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My yeti's name is Boris. The kiki is Crouch and the coco is Pounce or Bounce, I'm not sure which. Maybe I need two? So that one can have one name and the other the other name? whee
seiryuuchan · Wed Dec 28, 2005 @ 06:12am · 0 Comments |
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Faeryloverette gets an October letter. |
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Yus that's right. Just as a wee reminder to myself, I post this. She's going to be in Israel for 10 months beginning in September, so I've agreed to do this nice thing so she can have donation letters/items 3nodding Other people including Ayamechan are also donating to her!
Even if you don't know her, if you read this and feel impulsively charitable, you should donate to her too, she's a sweet person good to have on Gaia. ^_^
seiryuuchan · Sun Aug 14, 2005 @ 05:38am · 0 Comments |
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...I'm depressed. right now I feel as though I'll never be any good at anything. But since I'm too much of a wuss to actually kill myself, I have to keep trying. But with no confidence or hope.
Gad, I hate everything right now. It's all so pointless.
seiryuuchan · Wed Jul 27, 2005 @ 03:58am · 0 Comments |
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Donation Letters/Items and donating to questing Gaians. |
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I have a great hoard of donation shtuffs. Makes me happy. However, two of my three precious '03 donation items were given to me by a friend...I feel like helping other Gaians who are, and have been for a long time, questing for 03 items.
No, please do not PM me. gonk I will search you out. if you have an 03 item quest thread and bump it often, at some random time I might find you. Or not. Fate is like that I guess...
seiryuuchan · Wed Jun 22, 2005 @ 08:54am · 0 Comments |
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Crap, that didn't work out. Now what do I do? |
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No funding for school, so no more school. XP Every adult loved to tell me when I was growing up how bright I was, how talented, etc. I did get good grades in high school where I could relax and enjoy myself a little, but I never could decide what to do. I felt pressured by my grandparents, my parents, even my friends' parents, teachers, to "do something" with my life. But I never could decide...the thing I really want to be doesn't exist in this world. So I'll settle for being an artist, rather than a ninja with magic powers... I went through years of community college, I got a degree, and somehow that doesn't mean anything to me. Whoop de doo. I wasted years of my life and money doing something just because I thought I "should" and everyone encouraged me and told me I "should".
Now of course, when I really need help and have decided on a thing to do, no one's willing to put their money where their mouth is. Or they have no money. Either way, the end result is the same: I have no life, and no prospects, so if I want something to happen I have to do it all myself.
I am 25 and I'm suffering from total exhaustion due to everything I've been through and my weak constitution. I'm seeing an acupucturist who's quite good and is the FIRST medical professional I've EVER been to see who could look at my medical history, ask weirdly knowledgeable questions, and then have me feeling better an hour later. So I'm tired, and I'm bored. I want to go back to Aikido! Since I only seem to have a little bit of energy I'd like to use it pursuing something that matters to me. I've been looking at going on disability. I don't think I can hack going back to work. I think I'd collapse, or be totally unable to do anything else. I mean anything else. Like shopping for food, or fixing it, or laundry, or taking care of snakies. you know, just "taking care" of stuff...I'm afraid I don't have the energy for both things...I'm kind of glad I don't have to deal with going back to school.
I wish I had more space. I'd like to start messing around with sewing things, which I haven't done in years. I'm sort of afraid to try, since I don't want to waste fabric. On the other hand, if I don't I'll never get anywhere.
...*ponders* I think that sewing clothes as though my life depended on it might be the best thing for me to do, since only fear or threat of death seems to get my a** moving. XD
That's all that's on the top of my mind right now. Comment or not. I don't care XP
seiryuuchan · Fri Jun 17, 2005 @ 07:18am · 0 Comments |
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...I should not try to work deals in the exchange at 3 AM. just...no. I probably pissed off about a dozen people. Just last night. sweatdrop *shudders*
Cowboy Bebop - Spokey Dokey seems proper now. it's on.
*scuttles back to the vend*
seiryuuchan · Thu May 12, 2005 @ 11:55pm · 1 Comments |
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I decided two things: first, I already have hair that has to be purchased at some expense from the salon. So how could I possibly be mistaken for a newbie? Second, I could care less.
FISH! =^_^=
seiryuuchan · Sat Feb 12, 2005 @ 08:58am · 1 Comments |
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