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Vampy`s Soul
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Posted: Tue Dec 21, 2004 @ 11:02am
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Posted: Tue Dec 21, 2004 @ 07:17am
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Vampy`s Soul
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Vampy`s Soul
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Posted: Sun Dec 19, 2004 @ 12:58am
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<rant>
Oooooooooook.
So. I can't spend any quality time with my family without it being a complete disaster. Why? Because we all hate eachother. And we're all judgemental of eachother, some more so than others.
What do I mean by that? Well. Let me share....
This morning started off with my mother coming in to wake me up. And not in a normal way either. She came in, called me a lazy good for nothing, called me worthless, and told me that I'll never get anywhere in life.
The, later, my mom, sister and I go to see a movie. Spanglish. Which by the way, is stupid, if you read this, don't go see it.
Anyhow. After the movie I asked if we could go to starbucks. I was thristy, had a headache, and wanted some coffee.
So, I asked. And my mother says, "are you going to buy your sister some?" I say, "no. She does nothing for me, and so I'll return the favor." Well, that pissed off my mother. Why? Because apparently I'm supposed to cater to my sister and do ******** everything for her. Give her my money, my time, etc. And then my sister procedes to tell me how horrible I am, and how much I hate her. She called me a bad sister. Why? I don't know. It's not justified. I'm her only friend, I compliment her, I encourage her, I listen to her problems, I try to help, I clean up her messes, I take the blame for everything she does. And still I'm a bad sister. I just plain don't get it.
Is everyone but me going insane?
And then, my mother tells me I'm going to hell, that I'm evil, etc. Why? Because I haven't been baptized yet. BULL s**t. I'll do it when I'm good and ready. I don't have to prove anything to anyone.
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2004 @ 07:54am
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Vampy`s Soul
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Vampy`s Soul
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Posted: Thu Dec 16, 2004 @ 07:07pm
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2004 @ 02:33pm
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Vampy`s Soul
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Vampy`s Soul
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2004 @ 04:04am
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2004 @ 01:12am
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