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So today was my Math exam. I didn't study all to well for it so I should have expected what I got, which was basically a slap in the face on a couple questions. I'm over-reacting but who gives a ********! I'm not going to come out with anything more than a B or C+ which for most people is splendid, but not for the bitchy me who MUST get honor roll or die a horrible death.
Sorry for rambling on and on and on about absolutely ******** nothing <3
What else happened today? Well I was playing cards and told Melanie [stupid c**t who always makes fun of me when I'm dealing] to shut her face. It felt soooooooo gooood! I mean, I'm usually not so snappy in real life, but she was asking for it!
My boyfriend is being a ******** face yet again! Why do I stick with him anyways? I mean, he can't even make a ******** plan and stick to it, and he worries me over the littlest things. "Ya, I might be going to Vancouver for a couple days next week, but I'm not sure" Well then don't ******** tell me until you make up your god damn mind! And yesterday I told him I had Exams today and that we could hang out before supper and then after supper he could go home. So today when I phoned him and asked him if he was comming over he said
"Well... I'm going to be there at like 4:30 cause I'm going to have a shower and waste your time..."
"But dinner's at 5"
"Well... what's your problem you're being grumpy *ra ra ra I'm a dumb b***h ra*"
"Fine! Then call me when you're done then, *mumbling* ********..."
I mean, if you can't sense that I'm pissed, he must have been pretty ******** stupid, cause you can hear it in my voice! Anyone could have noticed! And what does he do? He acts like a retard until I get fed up and almost hang up on him. GRAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
Don't even get me started on my work situation. It's soooo ******** screwed up and my boss is the biggest unbelievable d**k around. Ok, so I work at an areana, surprisingly a union job, in town. My boss decides, without telling me, that he's going to suspend me for doing a shitty job last weekend. I come to the areana to go skating with James for the night and Bob pulls me aside and spouts off to me about how I was really 'sloppy' last weekend and how he was sooooo dissapointed in my preformance. Like, go ******** yourself buddy, honestly. The stupid thing is that I wasn't even the one that was doing a shitty job, I was helping the other two retarded staff members that were doing the shitty job, so naturally being a pretty nice person, he blames me thinking I'm an easy target. So I'm suspended for the weekend, no one esle was, and my evening is pretty much ruined. Thanks alot you a*****e.
So I go home, cry alot to my mother and she gets extremely pissed about it and tries to convince me to quit my job, which I should really do. Yada yada the weekend goes on until Monday. This is where it gets funny. I find out that Bob is now deciding to give all the other girls a 'weekend off' to cover his a** in suspending me, which by union rule isn't allowed. What a ******** face. And he actually thinks he's going to get away with it. WOW. He's dumb. Little does he know that as soon as I find out who the union representative is in our building, he's going to be ********, because I'm going to file a grievance against his a** and quit! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA!!!
So that was my day, or weekend rather. I just really needed to rant <3
 cloud_is_clive · Fri Jan 26, 2007 @ 12:16am · 2 Comments |
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Finally an update on my life! |
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Well it's finally 2007 and now that I look back at the year 2006 there were some pretty crappy things that went on and some really good things. It evens out in the end anyways.
Here are some of the highlights:
- I went to Italy and made friends for life!
- Had my year anniversary with James <3
- Went to an awesome Anime Con with Enikins!
- Made lots of money at my two jobs!
- Found my strength to stand up to people and save others!
So overall it was a good year 'cause all the good things evened out the bad <3
New Years Resolution: Lose 20lbs!
I finally got into the mood to lose some weight and change my life. So I'm saving up my money and when I lose those pounds I'm going on a shopping spree! Plus I want to be skinny for grad next year! gonk
Although the year had already started on a good note, it seems like every time someone has to ruin it. This being my father, if I can even call him that. He basically refuses to recognize me because I don't do drugs or ******** up my life. Isn't that just a little bit strange? I mean usually parents are mad because their kids don't do good in school, but it's like the total opposite for me. I get honor + effort role and play on almost every sports team, as well as being a member of students council and other youth groups and my dad is the complaining about me not doing drugs. What the ********?
Oh! My sister is pregnant! YAY!!! She finally got off drugs and now she's pregnant with a baby girl! She's due in May and the baby's name is Sienna <3 Isn't that cute?
Travel wise I'm heading for Spain bitches! Yup, first it was Italy, but now I'm heading to Spain and we even get to travel to Morrocco! I want to buy a fez so bad! Aladin style! And maybe we'll ride a carpet too :3
And I'm getting really excited for this years con again <3 I just hope Enikil still wants me to come ;3; I mean I am really annoying and I could see why he wouldn't want me too, but I have some cool costume ideas! ;3; Enikins! Love me again please!!!
Well that's all I have to write for now and I expect comments damnit!!! *rawr* As always love yas and talk with you laters <3
cloud_is_clive · Thu Jan 04, 2007 @ 11:30pm · 3 Comments |
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It makes me ill.
Well yet again I'm too much of a sissy to keep a ranting post up for long. I have a guilty concious, though technically I was just speaking my mind. Whatever, at least now people won't notice that my feelings are hurt </3 As per usual.
I was thinking today about how horny those songs from back in 2000 are. I mean the one by "B44 - Get down". Has anyone looked or listened to the lyrics? HOLY CRAP!
And what about "Liquid Dreams" I burst out laughing when I realized what it was about. HAHAHA... stupid... >>;; teenagers </3... Shut up! gonk
I'm addicted to Sky though <3 Oh and the guy! HOLY CRAP I'm LUCKY! He's soooooooo hot and all the girls go "OMG you know him!? You're soo lucky! He's so hawt *drool*" *struts about* Oh ya, I'm cool!
I have to work tomorrow at 8 neutral It's gey for sure. And yes I meant to spell it gey. At least I don't work with Trevor for a change. Everyone at my workplace is trying to get him fired cause he's such an idiot <3
On another note it's ******** HAWT OVER HERE! *dies* neeed... air... conditioner!! *flicks it on* Rawr <3
Well I'mma go now <3 So like by and love you guys! [ Which really means I ******** hate everyone for not looking at my posts D< 'Cept Enikil and Scorpio <3 ]
cloud_is_clive · Fri Jul 21, 2006 @ 04:43am · 3 Comments |
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Another Quiz I never thought I'd doo D: |
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WTF... I'm bored so let the Quizical begin! :3
1. How tall are you barefoot? 5' 6'
2. Have you ever smoked before? Nope
3. Do you own a gun? Hehehe... in my pants <3
4. If you had a mental disorder, what would it be? What if we already have one?
5. How many letters are in your name? C-L-I-V-E = 5 :B
6. What do you think of hot dogs? [******** gross...
7. What's your favorite Christmas song? Dun have one
8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Diet Pepsi
9. Do you do push-ups? Only for P.E.
10. Have you ever done ecstacy? Nope
11. Do you smoke weed? Nope
12. Do you like painkillers? Yes :3
13. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite (or same) sex? My bum >3
14. Do you own a knife? A steak knife
15. Do you have A.D.D.? What was the question?
16. Full initials? C.L.M
17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment. I hate noobs. I need money. I'm hungry.
18. Name the last 3 things you have bought today. Mmm nothing.
19. Name five drinks you regularly drink. Diet pepsi. Apple Juice. Sparkling Ice. Crystal light. Sprite.
20. What time did you wake up today? 10:30
21. Can you spell? Spell what?
22. Current worry? Whether or not I'll sleep tonight.
23. Current hate? My step dad.
24. Favorite place to be? In bed with James.
25. Least favorite place to be? Stuck with my stepdad in the car.
26. Where would you like to go? To Italy again!
27. Do you own slippers? >>;;; yes...
28. Where do you think you'll be in 10 yrs? Not here.
29. Do you burn or tan? Burn.
30.Favorite colours? Purple, red, pink, black, white and turquoise.
31. Would you be a pirate? Yarr of course ya filthy wretch!
32. Last time you had an alcoholic drink? @x awhile ago!
33. What songs do you sing in the shower? 'Rawr rawr rawr. Spud's a dog'
34. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child? Uh-duhhh the boogey man :B
35. What's in your pockets right now? A gun >3
36. Last thing that made you laugh? James
37. Best bed sheets you had as a child? Lion King
38. Worst injury you've ever had? Popped out my hip while jogging.
39. What is your GPA? Umm... like 4.0?
40. How many TVs do you have in your house? 3
41. Who is your loudest friend? Meagan
42. Who is your most silent friend? Holly
43. Does someone have a secret crush on you? Yup, his name is Cas.
44. Do you wish on stars? Yuppers!
45. What is your favorite book? Silver on the Tree by Susan Cooper.
46. What is your favorite candy? Blow pop.
47. What song did you last hear? Monster Hospital by Metric
48. What song do you want played at your funeral? Cut up Angels by The Used
49. What were you doing 12AM last night? Roleplaying!
50. What was the First thing you thought of when you woke up this morning? Why are they vacuming by my door?
cloud_is_clive · Fri Apr 14, 2006 @ 08:35pm · 1 Comments |
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OMG Indoor Trackmeet of Craziness and DOOM!!! |
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Ya!!! This years indoor track meet was the bomb! Aside from finding out my sister got arrested, I'm having the best day ever! [non sarcasm either Oo]. Today I hung out with the hottest and the coolest people in our school and watched some pretty funny stuff. The events in the Track meet were pretty fun, there was:
-Drinking icetea through straw [ 5 people at once]
-Skateboard Races! [lying on your belly]
-Build a human sculpture/mob
-Crowd surfing
-Obstacle course! <3 [twas awesome]
-Musical hats
-Musical Chairs
-Limbo
-Tug-o-war
-And many others...
Course my team lost [Raft] and Trophie won I think... or maybe it was Grizzly. Anyways, it was pretty freakin' awesome!
Oh I took a video of the Skate Board races when the teachers did it! Mr. Crellin [in the red] was the best ever! [Clickeh] But unfortunetly I dun think that link works.... so screw it! <3
Picture time! Yay!! I took alot of pictures today, but only like a dozen or so actually turned out good ;3; Oh well. Remeber these are LEFT to RIGHT with names and such <3
[Me]
[Chelsey, my sis]
[Jordan, Woody, Kyra]
[Krissy]
<3 Followed her into the bathroom >>;;
[Krissy, Kathleen]
[Megan]
[Kyle, Kaity]
[Cody]
<3 omg sooo ******** hawttt
[Jordan E. on the drums]
Sooo hawwwt
[Jordan again <3]
[Justin]
<33 another hawty!!
[Cas, Kenneth, Ryan]
Kenneth is hawt and Ryan is just such a cutie!
Oh and here's some art I did! <3 [1] [2]
Overall it was purty fun and I had a crazyday! Only two more sleeps to Italy too! And that's all I have to say!
Love ya'll + all my lovlies! <3
cloud_is_clive · Wed Mar 08, 2006 @ 12:14am · 1 Comments |
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He loves me, He loves me not... |
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Ahhhh... this has been a long freaking week and way too long since I've been able to come on gaia, though I have to say I enjoyed my week or so away. I'm going to Italy in... like 5 days which still hasn't been able to weasle it's way into my brain and make me anxious, surprising actually.
Anyways, about this week, lets start off with the beginning of the week.
Monday: I really didn't feel like doing much that day and was in a sour mood because Krissy-kins was ignoring me completely. Turns out she was pissed because I blew her off to go sex around with my boyfriend. So she decided to ignore me all day, forcing me to hide in the art room and pity myself shamelessly.
Tuesday: A little better since Rugby was canceled [was totally dreading it], but still around the same dismal... I want to say environment but it's just not the write word. I finished all my assignments in Socials without lifting a finger and it had my teacher telling me to slow down. Of course, he thought by giving me bonus work it would slow me down a bit, but I finished it within 10 minutes, handed it in, and still had 20 minutes left of boring class. Go figure.
Wednesday: Probably the worst day of them all besides Monday. It started off so great and just blah and turned out to be a total nightmare. My mom sat me down and had a talk with me about being stressed out lately. I told her I was just really confused about school and Jim ad about my sister. But really it was just my sister. Lately she's been getting worse, cancelling her counciling sessions and spending her car money to buy cocaine. I honestly don't know her anymore and when I look at her all I see is a ghost. It really is quite disturbing because I thought it would never happen to our family. But apparently life's a b***h in many ways. So the equation goes something like this ---> Stress + Crying = a bad day.
Thursday: To tell the truth I can't really remember Thursday, well other that slamming the car door on my boyfriend and directing my "I love you, night" statement towards his Cousin instead of him. I actually didn't mean to do it but I was just so fed up with him that I had to walk away with my head held high and not look back. I showed him! Haha! And sure enough, 30 minutes or so later he phones, wanting to talk. Well really it was more like:
Jim: "....sooo... How's it going?"
Translation: "Forgive me for everything master!! *gonk*"
Friday: Just about as uneventful as Tuesday and still a dismal puff of despair hanging over me like a lonely rain cloud. School was basically glum, so I hide in the art room with Jordan and munched ketchup chips until she ditched me for her boyfriend. BJ is probably one of the weirdest kids now that I look at it. I mean, honestly, I could never imagine that Jordan and BJ would go out, ever. He's such a twig and Jordan is... well, she's not exactly a skinny minny and easily dominates him... Ugh, that thought always gives me the shivers.
And I suppose that's how my week went, though with probably more tears and self pitty than mentioned. Bah humbug. And today all I did was go find those cute little bottles of shampoo for when you travel and an assortment of other things my mommy thought I would need. Oh and I bought the new Shoujo Beat. I love it to death, but there's always parts that piss me off. Like in 'Nana'! OMG Shouji you cheating b*****d of doom! I hope you get an STI! Phfff... Maybe Nana and Nana will elope, that would be sooo cuuuute <3 I guess I'll have to buy the next one too. ;3; dough!
Welllll I'm going to go slink around the house for the next 5 hours until I feel tired enough to sleep. As always, blah blah blah love you all <3
PS. I got a cool profile now and awesome songs for it too! heart
cloud_is_clive · Mon Mar 06, 2006 @ 02:32am · 1 Comments |
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A Toast to Scorpio Dragon! <3 |
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