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I cant get over him no matter how hard i try. It hurt watching him in pain cause he loved her the way i love him and he never even realized. I knew he was too perfect for me and deserved to be happy so i thought maybe if I got them together it would be easier to get over him. So i convinced her to give him a chance. And of course I knew no girl could possibly resist him. They fell in love and now i get to go sit at the wedding. smile. And pretend that i was happy for her when I wish with all my heart that it was me that got to wake up every morning laying in his arms.