• I'm falling. falling into an abyss of darkness and water. i just keep falling and im never going to land. then i keep having the same peaceful thoughts "i'm dying and falling. it feel as though im flying instead of falling. why am i not feeling sorrow or sadness? why dont i have any emotions going through me? its strange. the pain its there. what is emotions? what is feelings? if everyone just hurts each other than why? why have feelings to begin with? if its just to painful?" then i stop falling and im in mid-air and i see fire and war and little kids fighting and bleeding and dying. everything around me is showing pain and suffering and death. i would have gotten used to it by now but i still wake up screaming but no one seems to hear me. i fall back asleep and the dream starts over again. only im falling through darkness and blood and fire. i wake up and it still feels like im dreaming. because i wake up in a dark room. and guess whats standing next to me waiting............darkness.