My suicide

• Artist: xXxdemonic_chickxXx
• Description: ...
• Date: 01/28/2009
• Tags: suicide

Sick to my stomach
As my eyes fill with tears
My mind goes blank
As I realize my fears

Too many scars on my skin
My heart breaks into thousands of shards
This is a war I cannot win
As the devil lays out his cards

So call me a psycho, call me an outcast
Tell me I'm nothing
'Cause I know my life will not last

So preach to me
Try to make me one of you
I know what I am
And to myself I am true

Try to break me
And tell me lies
Try to change me
And make me see everything through your eyes

I know what is right
I know what is wrong
I have done nothing to you
So why do you say I don't belong?

I try to stand so I can talk to you
But my knees are weak and your words are not true
Don't change me from what I am
I have done nothing wrong, so this is my last stand

The razor gleams so brilliantly bright
I know my last heartbreak was tonight
So I take my life, out of gods hands
Into my own, while you refuse to understand

I did this for me, not for you
Call me selfish and anything but one of you
You always said there was no escape
But what about suicide?
Yes. That surely was my fate.

Comments

[TorturedButterfly]

I write peoms like this. It's sickening, really. But, I don't care what others think. Society is a b***h, that's what I think.

[Insane_Blonde]

i really liked this it moved me and made me think

[MagnaPop]

HAHAHA!!! THAT'S SOME EMO PLZ GIVE ME SOME ATTENTION s**t, If you were rlly going to do it, u wouldn't tell anyone >>

[ClairvoyantObstruction]

thats very powerful. i do hope this is not happening to you personally though...i had a friend who cut herself, and she could have very easily died. so i would hope if this was happening to you, that you would stop, ignore ignorance, and live your own life.

[Sapphire Water Angel]

i hope yor not serouis about this.......i know if this is not made up what it feels like.....but.....i dont belong anywere it feels....and pepole say that....tell me.......why i said i wanted to die......and....