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I feel sad now...not like depressed...just sad.

I slept alot yesterday....7pm till 9 o clock today. I think 7...I dunno...whnever my AIM away thing went up 3nodding

I was ok when I woke up. I was happy and a giddy 'cause I could spend more time with Joey today than yesterday. I was suppose to call him as soon as I woke up, but like...I dunno, I took a shower and ate and stuff first 'cause as soon as I start talking to him I don't wanna do the other things I knwo I'm suppose to be doing...so I did those things first for a change and when I called him he was just...

Depressed. Really, really, sad...and I was trying to be cheery but it didnt' work at all its like I just made it worse...so I, in turn, became sad too.

Now I can't shake being sad. I feel so bad inside like I did something wrong and all I want to do is cry and stuff...

I mean, I'm not crying but I feel like it.

I'm comming inbewteen from talking to him and typing here. I'm trying to sort out my feelings but its hard...

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