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So it’s kind of odd for me to be awake… I have to get up tomorrow. I just can’t get to sleep… I guess it’s just one of those nights when you just start thinking…

I’m feeling rather alone… no matter what anyone tells me… I understand the concept of friends, but what do I expect… from them… what do I need from them … and what will I receive… what have I given. No one on this earth was born with the sole purpose in life to help you… to be there for you… to care for you. Yet still, you find those few kind people who do… who understand … who care… and those of all people I am thankful for. I understand how advice doesn’t solve problems… actions do… choices do… they define you … who you are… and what your destined to become…and no matter what its up to you… so all anyone has to do is listen… and anyone who does… truly is a friend, but to be able to stand alone… is true strength, to become your own best friend. Only then can nothing stop you… so really do you need anyone… of course they are nice to have… but… still