It seems so... depressing now.
I mean, I keep smiling...
But I wanna cry...
Ms. Gerry, my mom's co-worker and friend, lost her husband a few months ago...
And she just learned that her son, Danny, is sick. And that he's due to die like... any day now.
There is literally no hope...
I cried when Mr. Rus died... 'Cause I knew him...
And Danny...
Ugh.
Its horrible...
Its so hard to believe that she's being put through such a struggle.
And, here I am complaining about s**t that doesn't even compare to her's.
Does this make me a bad person?
Does this make me conceited?
I can't even cry yet...
I know that as soon as I hear the news of Danny passing on, I'll be desvistated..
And I only met this guy once...
But, dying at such a young age...
Its so sad...
But, he's a hero in my eyes.
...'Cause he is still smiling.
He's going to die, any day now, and yet he's smiling.
He's someone I can really look up to.
So, yeah. I don't give a flying ******** if this made sense or not.
Its on my mind, and I need to get rid of it.
I just know that any minute now, all this is going to hit me in the face, and I'm just gunna cry.
Like... MAJORLY.
So, this is just a reminder to myself...
Danny, I really hope that you can get through it..
But because you have a 99.99% chance of leaving this world, then I'm glad to hear that you can smile the whole way through.
You are my hero.
********. Its hitting me now...
I can't stop crying now...
I'm so scared for him and Ms. Gerry....
ANd I can't do a ******** thing...
I'm... just useless....
********.
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