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Addicted to Dreaming
I hate you. I hate you. I hate you so goddamn much.
I can't even explain. How do you put such a hatred into words? I've tried, god knows, I've tried.

But the 111 is sick of my bitching for now, I think.

Dagger likes my sig. The one with the knife and the slime and the tentacles and the I LOVE YOU. ******** awesome. But you didn't reply when I told you that it was made because I couldn't explain my hate, so I decided to love you in the creepiest way possible.
Did I scare you?



I hope so.


I love you guys. I do. I do. I love you guys. You are my friends, my companions, my buddies.
But I hate you. SO MUCH. I hate you and the WF and it's hard to see how any of you can redeem your behaviors.


I'm overreacting. I always do. Internet is serious business. And so is my love, and so is my hate.






Why, you ask. You wonder.
you're all so rude; one d**k is fine and well, but a sausagefest makes me sick you make me sick you make me hate i hate you i hate you i hate you
And there's nothing you can do about it. I'm not asking you to change--or am I?--I don't even know. I just wish
i wish


wish
















I wish I could love you guys like I once did. Love you and admire you and cherish you. Hold you close and dear and tight. Love you without this taint, without this hatred, without this sadness.


I'm sorry, and I'm scared, and I hate you, and I love you, and






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zcxkncehfusfdg
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commentCommented on: Wed Nov 05, 2008 @ 01:03am
im cnfused


commentCommented on: Wed Nov 05, 2008 @ 01:16am
I'm sorry for being such an a** Jasper; it's not that I want to be it's just the people...
I love and respect every person but sometimes they're so stupid.
I think that's the problem you're having with us?
I'll try to be a better person.



The Fabulous Prince Babel
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Vita est somnium
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commentCommented on: Wed Nov 05, 2008 @ 02:53am
I haven't been around much in quite a while, but: ♥♥♥

If you need to b***h, go for it.
Or if you'd rather talk about writing (you were telling me about a psychological weapon at one point - how did that turn out?) or Doctor Who (have you watched any more since last time we talked?) or whatever send me a PM or whatnot and we can talk. *hugs*


commentCommented on: Mon Dec 01, 2008 @ 03:46am
I had a feeling that was what that sig of your's was about. I know you've had a strange relationship with the 111, I've known for a long time actually. Sorry, I hope you weren't hoping it was difficult to see. At least, in my case, I could always tell.

I hope things have gotten better for you since this entry.



Sergeant Sargent
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Panumbra
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commentCommented on: Mon Jan 19, 2009 @ 12:50am
Let it all out. If you keep it in, nothing will ever change, except your deepening hole if insane love/hatred. But really, I apoligize for whatever I have done and hope that things can get along smoothly once again.


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