Today is Julia's birthday. I gave her a random book from my anime shelf that I didn't need anymore. I feel like an idiot! She broke my heart. To PIECES. And yet, I can't stop wishing I was with her. IT's not right. I should be hating her for what she did to me. But I can't stay mad at her. I just want to forget about her...
In the meantime, I don't think that there is anyone around that wants to be with me right now (with the possible exception of two people I met on Gaia last night. Really nice people, I hope to be good friends with them). I found out for sure that Sam has a boyfriend, which sucks for me, but it doesn't seem like she'd be with me anyway. There is the possibility of Tiara, but I found out this afternoon that one of my best friend has a crush on her. I'll let them sort that out. At least he'll be better for her than that jackass Thomas. Joanna and Courtney are both too young for me, but I think Courtney may have something for me. Joanna, nothin. Which is fine, because she's not my type. Crystal has a boyfriend, which means no love for me. Pretty much every possiblity I listed before is actually an impossiblilty.
I just had a chilling thought. What if any of the girls I mentioned prevoiusly have Gaia online and have read this... Sorry ladies! Just speculating to myself. And the rest of the world. I guess...
Oh well. Maybe I'm just being paranoid.
In the meantime, I've taken to singing songs while in the towns. I mean typing them in the chat. It seems to attract people's attention, and amuses them. Hey, maybe I'll meet my true love in Gaia. It's a long shot, but it's a possibility. Anyway, that's all I got for today. You know, I heard a rumor that Sam has been having trouble with her boyfriend. Maybe, just maybe, she'll be the one for me.
You never know until you give it a try.
Hopefully yours,
Phoenix
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