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Life never seizes to be crazy over here. Having family issues here and there, debating myself with inner struggles. Then for some consolation I got various Blue Giftboxes (Containing Emperor’s Brow, Space Monster Mask, Black Punk Band and recently Prisoner’s Shackles) but everything immediately went back to being grim when I found out my friend was also having problems at his home and inner struggles as well. So sadly at some point everything exploited and he told me some mean things. But then to top it all, I told him the same mean stuff he said to me in return. Thankfully the worse is behind now and we’re back to being best buddies again, but I really hate myself for what happened. I told him that everything was okay, that I had no hard feelings and that I forgive him, but deep inside of me, my heart wanted payback and I only made things worse. if I had been a samurai, I would’ve prolly committed suicide by now, cuz I dishonored myself for what I did. But as I said, we talked things out we’re okay now. And I wouldn’t definitely wanted it any other way. 3nodding