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I want you here.
I want you to hug me.
I want to be focused on.
I want you to make me laugh.
I want you to talk to me.
I want you.
I wanted you there in that little audience.
I wanted you there at the biggest part of the season.
I wanted to call you.
I wanted you to see what I saw.
Just you.

I miss you.
I want you.
I love you.
I always have.
I always do.
It hard not to.
But I don't know what to do.

You still make me stare I see you.
You still leave me speechless.
I still never know what to do when you're around.
I still want to hug you a lot.
Laugh with you.
just I don't know.


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I'm so sick too.
I pushed and pushed the past two days cause I HAD to.
And what do I want now?
You here to make me feel better.
But I can't have that.
she has that though.
good for her.
whatever.



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I knew you'd be with her.
I shouldn't have called you.
It made me feel worse.

Haha I missed you too.
I really did.
I wanted to talk to you a lot and I couldn't.



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I
love
you.

how hard is it to figure out?



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because.
you suck straws.
=]
<3



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I want to pull your hair.
Your very pretty hair.

Te amo.




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You never get it.
You probably never will.
ugh.
I want to shake you.
But fall asleep on you at the same time.
I'm tired haha.