Clenching my jaw tighter as he insulted me for the millionth time on the way home from the dance. Things like "nobody likes you" "you're childish" or "stupid" or "a brat" and much worse things... My sister, sitting between us, did she say anything, no. Why would she? She "loved him." When I didn't reply to his mocking question from earlier he scoffed, "That's what I thought." As if he was satisfied.
I would have said something if it wasn't for the fact that my voice would have betrayed me. A surged anger brought a rush of tears to my eyes. It wouldn't have been the first time I cried that night... This time it was because of him though, the other had been pure jealously and stupidity on my part.
He did leave me to ponder after our insignifcant banter. Was I childish? The more I thought about it the more I realized I was. But not for the reasons he believed. I think I had a right to be upset with Austin. He was being completely ignorant. Did I rant about him too much? Yes I did, I didn't care though. He made me so furious... And some my anger ended up hurting others...
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