**There's a whole little mini-something at the end of all of this, just find the divider if you want to read it instead razz **
Erm, well, this is a Journal after all- I figured I might as well make a new entry about my life at the moment, or something like that. Even though I don't really think it'd be any different from writing it on paper, no one is going to read either (but I'm sitting at this keyboard, and I don't feel like getting up to get paper just now). Hmm...so, since I wrote my last message I have:
-Finished my first year of highschool
-Made 3 major realizations in/of my life (which are of little to no importance to you, and shall stay locked in my head)
-Kept writing the poetry I stopped posting here
-Broken my hip? I think....I dunno if I did that before or after that last entry razz
-Felt like I've aged much more than a year, for my own reasons.
-And other stuff, but I get the feeling you're about to fall asleep, my life isn't that interesting, I know- and I refuse to write about all my mushy stuff because (to be frank, sorry if it's rude) it's really none of your business razz
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Have you ever noticed the calm right before a day begins? It's eerily amazing. You can only get it just at dawn, because at sunset everything's charged with the electricity of all the living things that have done stuff that day. But as the dew shines in the new sun and the birds tweet, it's just a kind of...fresh feeling, like maybe today won't be so bad as yesterday; like maybe if you just inhale as much of the morning air as possible you can keep some of the electricity inside of you and use it to last through the day. Hell yes, as the day goes on that's going to change- the news and the people around you just exuding the fact that we're ********, or screwed, or not-in-a-very-good-posistion in the world at the moment. But it's so easy to forget that...right before a day begins.
 apterous_angel · Fri Jun 19, 2009 @ 11:37am · 0 Comments |
