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ada

so i decided this is her backstory:

ada was 18 years old when she was married into a family for money. she got pregnant soon after but she miscarried the child. the loss of the baby weighed heavily upon her soul and she suffered severe mental depression and attempted to commit suicide several times because of it.

after a long while of psychological therapy she was starting to get her self back together, but her husband and family decided it would be best if she couldn't get pregnant again because of the post traumatic stress disorder.

they elected her for surgery and made it so she couldn't bare children anymore. she wasn't given the choice herself and it was forced upon her. she awoke int he hospital room and went insane with grief. she had given up on life again and just as she attempted to kill herself again the earl came to her.

she had slit her wrists clean through but the earl took her anyway. she woke up in the mansion a few days later with no memory of what had happened to her and no recollection of her past life.

she hates children subconsciously because she can't have them and the pain of being around them is too much for her to stand. her noah memories replaced her own.

((it will come crashing in on her but not yet. she doesn't know why she cries when she is around the kids like she did a bit ago in the guild...but now you can see why she is so mean))