People...aren't so bad...afterall.
Today..was sucking extremely-much. I cried 6 times within a time span of two hours. [Because I apparently can't just cry for a super long time and just get it out of my system, and I have to have mini-tantrums.]
Anyway; it's not important what happened..just the usual fighting between me and my mother. ((Y'know, the kind that makes you wanna curl up in a hole and wish you were never born.)) I didn't mean to; but I burst into tears while on the phone with Vanessa. (Nessa)
I had skipped breakfast and lunch because everytime I bothered venture downstairs to the kitchen I'd get yelled at...I didn't tell Nessa this! I locked myself in my closet and stayed there. (Small dark rooms usually creep me out..so don't know why it helped me any.) Next thing I know, my dad's calling me and pulling open the front door and I hear "Um...I have a pizza for "TAL-LI" from "Vanessa."
I started crying again. xD And let it be known; that I, who usually eats only 1 slice of pizza--ate 4 1/2.
Some people aren't so bad after all! Life's good! mrgreen ((And the pizza really was from vanessa. I called her and she giggled and said "Since you're a man, I figured food would open up your heart again." God, was she right! XD))
...then my mom came home. How was I to know she had been listening in on my conversations on the phone with Nessa? She was grim..and I expected to get battered up BIG time...but...it wasn't...that bad...at all..
My mom APOLOGIZED.<-FIRST TIME EVER. And my Dad said the reason he acted along with my mom was because of my tone. =.=
((Of COURSE I'd have a tone. Wouldn't you, if your mom ditched you after promising a much-needed ride to the arcade where you could meet up with your friends for the last time this summer? *takes breath* However...things are better now. XP))
I need to watch my tongue. My mom said she would have driven back to me...and that the reason she called me back on the phone was to tell me she was coming back for me...however, me and my big mouth...!
I half growled; half-hissed "Oh, it's you." when I heard her voice. ^^; This of course, prompted her to rant..which ended up in me hanging up on her "Accidentally" and Nessa accidentally hearing all of the rant. Which I think..is what brought on the pizza giving. xD
Meh he..whoops.
Note to self: Keep in mind the quote, "All pain is self-inflicted" or Aesop's moral, "We often give our enemies the means to our own destruction."
Shut up, and things'll turn out okay....although...in restrospect, I think talking's okay..it's your tone, or whether or not you're understood that counts. NO MORE HISSING!
Nessa...I love you! heart
UPDATE: Did I say today doesn't suck?
I'm such an idiot. Once a bad day, ALWAYS a bad day.My power supply kicked out again...the one my dad and I spent a lot of time and effort repairing. It died...in the A/C adapter part. the part you can't open without [********] screwing messing up power supply completely or getting into legal trouble...so...guess that means no laptop for me for awhile...with Dad out of a job...and new power supplies being expensive.... *bows head shamefully* Yeah...yeah today...just...sucks. Oh, and I've officially given up on trying to understand algebra 2. The only highlight of today..is that I'm not dead yet. That, or maybe the fact that I haven't gone terminally insane. YET.
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