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what is love? i dont get it, ithas never worked out for me, ever. i like my best friend and since she knows i think its a bit awkward for her, i want things to change, but if i take a chance, i dont want to ruin our friendship. And now my enemy likes her, and for some reason they have been hanging out a lot more than i hang out with her in school, its kind of suspicious and heartbraking for me at the same time. i hate decision making, i always pick the wrong, stupid thing to do, will you help me? Please.