Augh, His Majesty Nips
Near the beginning of this month, it was damn cold. Roughly halfway through, the weather is now somewhat more tolerable. I haven't done a whole hell of a lot lately. Nothing productive to society. I've cruised through a pattern. Wake up, walk my stepsister to school, screw around on the computer while still doing nothing, and ride my bike off to work about 10 minutes before I'm late. I get home, I do the dishes, I collapse. I feel like a lazy sack of s**t. I don't want to be like my stepbrother, who loses interest in everything, but never ceases to marvel at the TV. And my parents? What the hell?? My dad doesn't have the balls to say no to his wife that I shouldn't have to rent a place out and live with a roommate within the next 2 months?! I don't know anybody, and they'll probably look for someone. This will be awkward as hell, and it will just make my commune to work all the more a b***h. My situation at the moment is the bare minimum of bearable, when it comes to getting to my job. I'm only making enough money to get by, it can't buy anything major. Everybody tells me to get a car. Maybe I could do a junker, but I'll be stuck in cost hell trying to pay it off, and the repairs/insurance will rape the initial prices up the a**!!! I am just a miserable failure at life, this is just another stupid emo blog entry on the internet, nobody cares, SHOOT ME NOW.
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