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If you don't know what that means I am not saying. I can't wait and I feel so happy and complete. Well kinda. Only if things were a little different. Like where I lived and where I worked and the distance I have to travel. If I had my way I would be living with my boyfriend instead of an hour away. I miss him constantly but I always know deep down, he's mine and mine alone and the same goes for me. I'm his and his alone. He is my world. My rock as some might call him. He is one of the best things that has happened in the past year that has kinda completed me. I mean granted I don't think anyone is ever fully complete. But I do say we come damn near close to it. I'm in love. Even though love is a strong word I can use it to describe my feelings for him. I waited for him to say it first and then I replied. I wasn't going to force it and he sure did not force a relationship on me. We have been patient with each other and I highly doubt that is going to change. He makes me happy and makes me smile. I don't think I could live without him for now I've been with him for almost a year. He isn't like every other guy. He's sweet and I feel like the connection we share is timeless and can never be broken. But you can never say never. Always remember, expect the worst but hope for the best. It's the only way not to get hurt in the end. Happily ever after isn't only in the fairy tales as long as you work at it.