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yes i've tried i really tried..
but i think things weren't the same as before..
at first it was fun..you said you won't leave my side..
you'll give me happiness..that to someone else i won't find..
but no..you left..
i was badly hurt..
i don't know why i'm feeling this..
perhaps you know..you already notice..
that i am hurt because of you..
but you seem to be trying to be blind..
and you close your ears so you won't hear me cry..
you just keep staring at me..you wont even move..
i thought just a simple pat from you will make me happy..
but you did not do a single thing..
YOU JUST STARE AT ME!!
why??oh why you are doing this..
it is my first time to experience this..
and yet its as if i don't want it to happen again..
coz' you leave me now i feel hopeless..
yes! i do have friends..
they sometimes cheer me up a bit..
but after sometime..
i'm back to the reality again..that you left me without saying a word..
pieces by pieces..i try to remember it..
the things i've done wrong that made you to walk a way..
and i cried more because i couldn't find..
the things iv'e done to left me with a broken heart..
you came in to my life just like the wind..
your so cold yet very refreshing to me..
you made my everyday very windy..
when i see you..it's as if my worries, problems and everything was blown by you..
its as if the world is only for us..
and after that you also left just like the wind..
so fast that you turn into a storm..
that made a calamity in my heart..
make rains fall and left it damage a lot..
it's been a month now since you left..
without a word you turn away..
when will i know the real reason you left??
just by thinking about it..it makes me grieve..
i have somewhat move on now..
maybe not too full..but i know little by little i will understand...
what you did was for the best of the two of us..
i know someday i will realize..we are not meant for each other..
not just like what we use to dream of..
maybe the love story that we made..
is just too perfect to be real..
and maybe it will just stay like a dream..
for now i'll say my goodbye to you..
maybe someday we will meet again..
already healed and ready to face and talk to each other once more..
maybe that time we have found a new love..
and have forgotten the past that we once have..
maybe one day i will wake up..
have forgotten that something happened to us..
but i don't know what you are thinking about..
i hope someday you can't share it with me..
the reason you left without saying a word to me..
 -_-HaNa-Ni-aRaSHi-_- · Fri Aug 13, 2010 @ 03:56am · 0 Comments |
