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In my life from the ages of 4-6 years old I had everything like my frineds, familey, music, and other stuff I cant seem to remember. Ok maybe not everything. i actually wished for one thing back then. I wish my brother wasn't handicap. He was born with brain damage. I always acted like I never cared but I truly felt sorry.

I got all the stuff I wanted which made me seem quite rich sometimes. But no matter what we stuck through and through everythin together. Life was great until the fatal day. At the age of 7, my parents divorced.

My Dad takes care of us now. Thats when everythin got worst. He got so buisy he didn't have the time or money for us. I ended up being a T.V and vidio game addict. My frineds started moving away. I saw my self loosin everythin slowly. Then I had to move.

I moved from Hawaii to Thailand. I had to start a new life. My first school kicked me out because they thought I could'nt work. For 3 months I didnt learn anything. I forgot lots of stuff and had to redo the 6th grade at another school.

My father became very succsefull in buisness and my brother got good assistence. We now live in a big house with all kind of things. Except that the maid can't cook. Sadly my father is always buisy and still dosnt have that much time for me. I always feel alone and began to think, I needed someone special in my life, some one juz for me. A girl frined.

If uv been rejected before then u know how it feels. Iv been rejected about 4 times and it makes a very big whole in my heart. It truly hearts. I felt even more lonely. I then decided to search for an online game. Then while searching google I found Gaia. I went to the fishing game and found some guy with the ID Axel the Fire emporor who is now Rock Howard or somthin like that, apparently he was a she. Anyway she told me her friend was on the fishing server we juz got out of. I met her (ID now is Edge Hero Chaos) and we chatted for a while and had a great time talkin. The next thing u know we became GF and BF. Shes my perfect dream girl. Everything I ever wanted. Theres only 2 problems. She is only allowed to be online on the weekends and we live far apart. If I had more money of my own I would use it to bring us together forever. Every time I chat with her I feel so happy... yet sad.

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