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I once thought of suicide. Thinking of my pitifull existence made me sick. I never loved my life at all. People would love to be me, having lots of money but I don't care about money. I mean its not worth living a lonely life. I went out on the bocanie of my room and breathed slowly before taking my death jump. I couldn't help to be scared as I looked down the second floor. Tears started to run slowly down my face. I couldnt move. I wonderd why I had tears rollin down my eyes. What was goin on? I took a step back and thought to myself of what would happen if I died. I finally realized somthing. What would happen to the people who cared about me? How would they feel? I guess that would make them suffer too and I didnt want anyone to suffer the way I am. I slowly walked backed in my room but I wasn't feelin sad... I was happy. I guess I was happy because I didnt make the people who cared for me suffer. I felt better about myself ever since. I thank the people who cared for me.

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